Unexpected lovers

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-Jimin POV-
I woke up the morning after with Jins arms wrapped around my waist, it felt right to have him here with me, almost like I'm finally home.
"You awake?"-J
"Mhm."-JM
"Good morning baby."-J
"Good morning."-JM
"You're so beautiful."-J
"You're handsome."-JM
"What time is it?"-J
"Seven thirty-five."-JM
"Oh shit Zoe's gonna be pissed I gotta go."-J

He got up and I immediately missed him next to me, he put his clothes on and pecked my lips.
"When can we meet again?"-J
"Tonight?"-JM
"Cant, date with Zoe."-J
"Tomorrow night?"-JM
"Zoe's off and she wants to spend the entire day with me and Doyoung."-J
"Christmas?"-JM
"Now that wouldn't work, how about Saturday night, it's only three days away."-J
"Okay."-JM
He kissed me softly before leaving, I wish he didn't have to leave. I get him on rare nights and she gets to see him everyday, it's not fair, I love him far more than she ever could.
"Hyung?"-JK
"Kookie?"-JM
"Hey, I saw Jin leave, what happened?"-JK
"We fucked and then he stayed the night and we cuddled, it felt like when we first started dating."-JM
"Hyung he's married why would you sleep with him."-JK
"Tae's engaged, why'd you sleep with him."-JM
"Well now he's not engaged, he's dating me, and I saved him from a loveless marriage."-JK
"You two are back together?"-JM
"Yeah, what about you and Jin, are you two gonna get back together."-JK
"I don't know, I'll let you know on Sunday after he leaves, I have to wait until Saturday to see him again since he's got dates with Zoe and spending time with Zoe and doyoung."-JM
"Hyung maybe it'd be best to just tell him to stay with his family, he does have a son with this girl so maybe you should leave him alone."-JK
"I know I should but it's hard to, I love him and I desperately wanna get back with him."-JM
"Yeah but Hyung he's married."-JK
"I know."-JM

-Saturday-
I was waiting for him to come over, I was wearing one of my best lingerie sets under my robe, I can't wait to see him again. I've missed him so much these past few days and tonight he'll be all mine. It's gonna be so fun, and I'll get to know if we're actually gonna get back together, I might get to have the best person in the world back with me. I know it's gonna work out and he's gonna be mine again.

Jin: hey
Jimin: hey daddy~ are you almost here
Jin: no I just wanna let you know that I won't make it and I don't think we should see each other anymore, what happened that night was a mistake, I'm married and I don't love you anymore
Jimin: oh, okay, well sorry for wasting your time
Jin: hey this is Zoe, I'd just like to tell you to lose his number and stay the hell away from my husband.
Jimin: okay

I deleted and blocked his number and teared up. Of course he doesn't want me, he doesn't love me. I'm so stupid for thinking things could go back to being how they were. I got changed and left to go see someone I knew I could trust, Yoongi. After a little bit of walking I got to his apartment and knocked on the door.
"Oh hey Jimin."-H
"Oh Hobi, what're you doing here."-JM
"Spending time with my boyfriend, what're you doing here."-H
"I was coming to talk to Yoongi but I guess I don't need to anymore."-JM
"Okay."-H
He closed the door and I just walked away, god I need some new friends. I walked for a while and got back to the park and sat on a bench.
"Jimin?"-J
"Oh hey Jin."-JM
"Why're you at the park, I thought we were gonna have a little date tonight."-J
"You said you weren't coming."-JM
"When, I don't even have my phone on me."-J
"Whatever, I'm not in the mood anymore, just go be with your wife and son."-JM
"I thought you wanted to get back together."-J
"Well I don't okay, just go home."-JM
"What did I do to you?"-J
"You said what happened between us a couple nights ago was a mistake and you didn't love me anymore."-JM
"I didn't say that, I haven't had my phone al day, Zoe accidentally took it to work with her, she's had it all day."-J
"Yeah likely story."-JM
I got up and he grabbed my wrist and started walking to my apartment, I tried to get away from him but I was no use, we got to my place and he slammed me on the bed and got on top of me.

Trigger warning ⚠️
🔞⬇️. Technically rape coming up. Sorry.

"Get off of me."-JM
"Shut the hell up."-J

I was too scared to talk anymore, he undressed us both and I tried pushing him off but he was too strong, he pushed into me and thrusted roughly.
"Stop, please stop."-JM
"Shut up slut."-J
He kept pounding into me and I cried, I hated this so much. I just wanted it to be over already but he wasn't letting up. After a few minutes he finally came and stopped, I shoved him off and ran into my bathroom and locked myself in.
"Babe come on."-J
"Go away."-JM
"Baby please come out."-J
"Not until you leave."-JM
After a little while I heard the door close to I went out of the bathroom, only to be pinned against the wall.
"Please stop."-JM
"Baby come on, we can talk about this."-J
"Get away from me."-JM
"Baby."-J
He pulled me closer and held me gently, I hated that I felt safe in his arms after what he just did.
"I'm sorry okay, I know that's not enough but you've gotta believe me, I'm so fucking sorry."-J
"Why."-JM
"Because I'm a fucking asshole."-J
"You're lucky I love you."-JM
"I love you too."-J
"I wanna be with you, forever."-JM
"Me too baby, I'll figure out a way to divorce Zoe. I need you back in my life."-J
"What about Doyoung?"-JM
"I'll still see him, and she drinks every night and has a criminal record so I'm bound to get custody."-J
"Jeez."-JM
"Yeah."-J

We laid down in bed and cuddled, he held me close and I knew he felt bad about what just happened so I forgave him but he's definitely not getting sex for a while, no kisses for a while either. I giggled when I noticed he was already asleep. He's cute when he's asleep but he's very scary when he's awake. Every time he looks at me I just think about the time he slapped me and think that maybe he'd do it again, I know he's gonna end up slapping me or hurting me in some way but I just can't seem to leave him alone. God I'm pitiful.

To be continued...