mammon x reader

chapter 11: a talk

“I'm sorry that wasn't supposed to happen”
“Did he hurt you look at me lift your arms”

“Mammon breath im ok i just got a little frightened is all”

“But you were more then just frightened you were fliped the fuck out”

“Hey if i give you money will you drop it”

“What no y/n im worried about you no amount of money would make me forget about you or how you feel i want to help you please y/n i want to help you like you helped me”
I stare at his chest thinking about how to start or weather it was a good idea to talk about it

“y/n?”

“S-sorry um can i have a day to gather my thoughts”

“Ofc”
He started to get up to put me on my bed

“Mammon what are you doing?”
I begin to get panicky

“Hey shh don't worry, why are you so scared?”

“Please don't leave me”
Its quiet for a moment i can hear his heartbeat as i cling to his chest

“Shhh i won't ever leave you i'm not the great mammon for nothing”
He rubs my head while he cos to me

Time skip

I stir awake not feeling mammons presens in my bed

“M-mammon?”
I call out softly but there's no response
He must have left so much for i wont ever leave you
Just as i was about to lay back down my bathroom door opens

‘Mammon?!”

“Hey im sorry did i wake you?”

“Well i woke up because i didn't feel you in the bed and i got worried”

“Well, do you want to talk to me now?”

“I um well”
Do i tell him or not
He grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes

“I will not judge you or use this against you all i want is to help you”
I look down and take a deep breath

“Well before i came here i was i guess you can call it willing kidnap situation i was not aware of how bad this man was his name was sam and well he did a lot of things to me and lucifer yelling at me and the way he pinned me down the look in his eyes it was just so scary and it unboxed my past ig ”

Mammon seems deep in thought about the new information he has.

“But then why when we first met, why did you ask about your parents?”

“Well they didn't know the relationship was a thing but every once and a while he would take me to his house and yeah but he stopped a year ago”
I look down and whisper

“sorry for the inconvenience I have caused”

“Hey no shhh your not a inconvenience princess”

“I'm just trying to think if we have a way to help you out is all”

“What do you mean?”

“Well your going to need therapy”

“Th-therapy?”

“Well yeah you have ptsd and it will help to get rid of it”

“Mammon do you hear yourself? I'm only here for a year. I'm not going to be here forever and therapy won't help me with losing someone i love!”
He just looks at me stund

“Did you forget i'm leaving in two months mammon”

“No no you can't maybe diavolo will make an exception because of your situation you dont want to go right you want to stay?”

“Mammon no matter how much we beg i can't stay i am a human in a devil's world”
Tears roll down his face he calmly stands and walks out i have a small idea of what he is doing