In Another Lifetime ➳ Choi Beomgyu [END]

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" whatever you'll be talking about, i promise i'll listen." y/n sweetly smiles, placing a hand on hana's shoulder and starts to rub it softly.

hana looks away, confused.
" aren't you suppose to hate me?"

y/n lowly laughs, " why would i?"

" don't pretend like you don't know, y/n." hana gritted her teeth, clasping her hands tight.

a small smile crept on y/n's lips as she lets out a small sigh. " then, aren't you suppose to hate me too?"

hana averted her gaze toward y/n,
" what?"

" nevermind." y/n sadly smiles. " its only fair enough if you hate me actually. its understandable. but hana, i promise i didn't know at all about this marriage. i'm sorry."

" what are you sorry for? for ruining my relationship with beomgyu?" hana lowly scoffs, bitting her own tongue hard.

" your apology won't change anything between me and beomgyu."

" its already ruined since the start." hana adds. " i should've know that it will never works."

y/n gulped, bitting her lower lips while she fiddled with her fingers.
she have no words to say. opening her mouth multiple times, but to no avail nothing came out. it was useless.

" say, y/n. do you think i deserve to be happy?" hana said and although she tried to act tough, y/n can still hear her voice crack at the end of the sentences.

" to be honest? everyone deserves to be happy." y/n smiles, so sincerely.

" even you, hana." she adds, looking up on the sky just to see those bright stars above. hana follow her gestures, eyes observing the shining stars in awe. its so pretty but how come hana never notice it before?

hana averted her gaze to the ground right after. she feels her eyes getting teary. " this is why i hate you."

" because you're literally everything i want to be." hana adds, laughing sarcastically to herself. more like, mocking herself for being an idiot, stupid and dumbass at the same time.

" everyone loves you. you have lovely people that will take care of you every single times. while me? what am i?"

y/n can feel her eyes started to forming tears. this is her first time seeing hana being so fragile. never in y/n life thought she'll meet this side of hana. honestly, she was taken aback.

" it must be fun living like you, huh? not like me, i lost everyone that i love." hana chuckles, wiping off her tears harshly with the back off her palms.

" will i ever find my own happiness? i've been waiting for long. so long that i want to give up already." the more hana speaks, the more tears escaped her eyes.

" hana-"

" true happiness does not exist, is it?"

" it does."

" then why i never found mine?"

" you can, i promise you. you can, hana."

hana scoffs, bitting her lower lips so hard to hold back herself from letting out cries and sobs. she glares at y/n." i hate you, so much. I fucking hate you-"

" then, hate me! hate me all you want if that's what make you happy! are you happy with hating me? are you happy ruining my marriage? do all you want no one cares!" y/n gritted her teeth, both hands gripping her own shirt tight.

hana was unaffected. this is nothing to her. this wasn't as much painful. " you're right, no one cares. i should've expect it sooner." hana's voice lower down at each words.