I wish I deserved happiness, and so many people tell me that I do deserve happiness, but I don't and I probably never will believe someone when they tell me I do because in my heart I truly believe that happiness is for everyone else and it would be wasted on someone like me.
And anyway happiness just doesn't fit me, I'm a stressed out, anxious, stupid, unlovable 15 year old boy who has more people hate him then people who love him, and anyone who loves me might want to rethink that, I won't give you a reason because it should be obvious why nobody should love me.
I mean who would want to love someone as useless as me anyway? There's no reason to
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things I hate about myself and why, ⚠️TW⚠️
Non-FictionI really hate myselfand I don't want to make anyone feel bad so please don't read this, also I really don't feel like talking about it further then I am in this book so please don't try to bring it up, also I don't want people to comment I might tur...
