✨Princeton + y/n imagines✨

Body changes (long chapter)

Y/N's POV:

"Annnnnd done!" Jacob buttoned up our daughter's onesie carefully, finally finishing up changing her diaper.

Jacob picked her up off the changing table and kissed her on her little red nose. She smiled showing her gums.

After constant mood swings, plenty of doctor visits,complications, and 13 hours of labor later, Luna Brielle Perez, the best blessing that has ever happened to us was born 2 months ago today. She has grown so much these past 2 months and so have me and Jacob. This new parenting thing has been pretty hard on us lately but we've been trying our best and telling by how Luna's face lights up every time she sees us, I can tell we're doing an alright job at it.

Luna starts crying.

"Aww what's wrong now mama? I just changed you." Jacob said cradling her.

"Aww what's wrong with Luna?" I said walking in her nursery room looking over Jacob's shoulder at Luna.

"She started crying but I don't know why because I just changed her."

"Well around how long has it been since she ate?"

Jacob looked at his watch "Almost 2 and a half hours." He began bouncing her up and down.

"Yep as I suspected, she's hungry." Jacob carefully handed her to me. He's very cautious and gentle around her, which he should be because he's super clumsy.

"Hey you're really catching on to this parenting thing, you've been doing great mamí." He kissed me on my forehead.

"I have? Hmm compared to how my sister did it I thought I wasn't feeding her on time enough... I guess those 'mommy instincts' are kicking in, thanks babe..." I smiled as him slightly.

He looked at me with his eyes squinted. "Wait, are you sore again?"

"Hm? Why you ask? What you mean 'sore'?" I hate telling him when I start to feel sore... it makes me feel like I can't feed correctly because somethings wrong with me.

"That smile wasn't as bright as normal, you're hurting again aren't you?" He put his arm around waist and pulled me closer to him gently. I nodded my head and he smiled and nodded his head in response. He walked out of the room and was gone for a while, and when he came back he had a warm towel and a heat pack.

I sat down on the small couch next to her crib, she was still crying.

"Shhh its okay baby, I know you're hungry." I said cradling her. I was starting to get a little overwhelmed as she cried louder and louder...

"Here you go y/n, this should sooth the pain." He handed me the towel and the heat pack, I put the warm towel on my right breast and placed the heat pack on top of it. My milk duck was clogged again and it hurts a lot....

I sighed in relief as the heat and moisture from the towel and pack immediately made my breast and nipple feel better.

Luna cried louder, this time straining her voice and turning red.

"Okay, okay, okay, one second luna." I quickly pulled my shirt up and placed her on my opposite breast and let her latch on so she could eat which she immediately began to do.

I tear fell from my cheek.

"Y/n? Babe you okay? Does that one hurt, too?"

I'm just really overwhelmed. I've gained a lot of weight, I can't go out for long without my breast leaking like a sink, I'm always sore, Luna's always crying, I can't work, and I feel like a pig, and I feel Fucking useless-