Red String of Fate John Marston X reader

Feelings...Again?

(Y/N POV)

I don't know how to explain it but, whenever I'm around John, my heartbeat quickens, my face warms up and I suddenly trip over my words. It's a strange yet pleasant feeling. Like a fluttering from the bottom of my gut. Is this wrong? I desperately want to tell John how I feel but, I don't think now is the right time. 

(John POV) 

___'s got me feelin' a certain sorta way that I can't quite put my finger on. I feel all tingly and bubbly on the inside. I mean, I've felt this way before. But that was ages and ages ago. Back when the gang was intact and Dutch hadn't lost it. That damned bank robbery...Anyways, I gotta focus on the present. Now, What was I talkin' about? Oh Yeah! ___, the way she smiles, her laugh, and how her eyes light up whenever she's excited or happy. I feel loved, wanted even around her. I just hope that ___ feels the same way I do.