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~Daniel's POV~
Is it normal to feel this much pain? To feel like your world isn't anywhere near the same? A week ago we were happy, living life and days later we're in a wreck, lost another baby, and the person I love is in a coma.
It feels like everything is going wrong.
Tate went to the waiting room after a while of crying with me. Anna and Tate have gotten really close, they are basically like sisters so I understand why Tate is taking it so hard.
Mom facetimed me last night at about 3 in the morning with a sobbing Lacey on her end, Lacey wants to see Anna and I, she begged to talk to Anna last night and all I could think in my mind was "I wish I could talk to her too"
"Randy has been asking about you" I said as I rubbed Anna's hand, "I know that's hard to believe, but he has also put a pause to rehearsals" I cried with a small laugh
"Is he really" I heard a quiet broken voice
I looked up so fast, Anna's eyes were squinting, and she was looking at me.
"Holy shit Anna" I jumped and pressed the button on her hospital bed, her eyes following my every move.
I looked down at her, I put my hand through her hair. The door opened and 2 nurses and the doctor that informed me on Anna walked in, "Hello, it's nice to see that you're awake" the doctor said
"Am I-I okay?" She asked low, "You should be, but I need to ask questions to make sure your memory is stable"
She pointed at the bed, "can I sit up?" Anna asked
The nurse shook her head lightly, Anna looked confused
"You have a broken rib love" I said quietly, she looked at me with worry, then grabbing my hand.
"What's your name"
"Anna Rose Paul" she answered
"How old are you?"
"19 years old"
"How many kids do you have and what are their names"
"I have two, Lacey Lynn Paul, and Landon James Seavey" she said with a small frown
"Fantastic, we will have a few tests to run here in a bit. Take this time to rest," the doctor said
She nodded and they all walked out
"Daniel" I look at her, "what happened?"
I looked at her for a little longer before answering, trying to put the right words together.
"We c-crashed" I took a breath, "We were going to see Corey, a-and we crashed" I sniffled, "you uh got the worst of it and you had uh", "another miscarriage" she said - interrupting what I was about to say, gosh she knows..
"Did you know you were even pregnant" I said with tears dwelling my eyes
"No I didn't until I heard you say it" she said throwing her head back onto the bed with frustration, "Hey, be careful love"
She looked at me with disgust, "don't tell me to be careful, Daniel" Her eyes softened, "baby I'm sorry I- I didn't mean to be rude" she said quietly, "Its okay"
"That's 2 now Daniel" she said as tears started going down her face
I held her hand again, rubbing the back of it trying to inform her to breathe, "C-can you l-lay with me pl-please Daniel" she sobbed
With her condition I didn't want to hurt her "You aren't in great condition to share a tiny hospital bed with me, baby" I said quietly
"I ne-need you to hold me" she pleaded, I lifted her up lightly and placed her down once I was in the bed
"Hey Anna, listen to me okay calm down" I said calmly, "Shh you're okay, breathe baby"
She was sobbing and shaking uncontrollably "I-I'm so sorry" she cried. I held her closer to me, rubbing her side trying to get her to calm down
She grabbed on to my hoodie with as much strength as she could and held it closer to her face for what I'm guessing more comfort.
After a few minutes of holding her and telling her it's gonna be okay her breathing was steady again, she stopped crying as hard as she was.
"Are you okay baby?" I asked softly
She just stayed silent, "I love you Anna, none of this was your fault"
Ignored.
"Anna"
Ignored.
deep breath Daniel, it's not her fault.
"Is Lacey and Landon doing okay?" She asked after not answering me.
"From what I heard, mom said they miss us"
She took a deep breath and layed her head back down on my chest, "Why do we always end up in this horrible place?" she asked quietly
I just shook my head not having an answer, "I'm so sorry" she whispered
"Anna" I said taking a deep breath, "This isn't your fault, you don't need to say sorry"
"That's not why I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I didn't know about the baby, and I'm sorry that I couldn't keep that one safe as well as the last one" she said quietly at I felt tears drop onto my shirt
"That's still not your fault baby"
"I think it's just a sign that we only need Lace and Landon right now" she cried
"We have so much ahead of us my love" I said into her hair
"I'm so exhausted, Daniel. So so tired" she spoke, "I need sleep" she said
~Anna's POV~
I'm tired, but I don't think I can sleep, I just needed him to shut up I needed him to stop talking for a few minutes. So I just pretend that I'm asleep, and after a while, he starts talking again
"God I hate crying. There's not enough words in the human dictionary to explain how fucking sorry I am Anna. I feel stupid. I feel exhausted just like you love. I need help, and honestly I don't know what type of help I actually need. I know that I can't live without you, or our babies. I know it's hard for you, and I know you might think it's not for me as well but it's so painful. So draining. But I don't want to make you feel like you can't be exhausted as well." He said as he broke down into tears
This is breaking my heart
"I'm so so so sorry Ann. I love you more than anything in the whole world"
"I love you more, Daniel" I spoke up
"Did I wake you?"
"No I was awake this whole time"
He took a deep breath, trying to figure out what to say next. He looked up at the ceiling, closing his eyes, "you need rest, Anna"
"I've been in a coma for a few days, I don't need sleep Daniel" I said softly
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