Famous Scars

•Chapter 43•

We get back on the road tomorrow for more shows

The only appointment open was tomorrow, so it wouldn't work but we will figure it out

"My love we are going to the beach come onnn" Daniel said walking into his room

"I'm tired" I pouted

He sympathetically pouts back

He crawls onto the bed and kissed my head then laying down with me rubbing his hand lightly over my flat stomach

"Do you have any pictures from when you were pregnant with Lace?" He asked low

"I have a few, then I also have a few where I was pregnant in the photos but you couldn't tell" I said putting my hand through his hair

"Can I see some of them?" He asked

I just sat there for a minute looking him in his eyes

"Sure"

He smiled because of my answer and put his head back down on my chest

I picked my phone up finding pictures to show him

"This one was when I was three months"

"No way, it doesn't even look like you're pregnant?" He said in shock

I laughed

"Here is when I was 6 months"

"Okay now your joking with me" he said lifting his head off my chest

"Daniel I'm not lying" I laughed

"This was when I was 8 months finally showing somewhat"

"You look like you are 3 months there, anna you have to be messing with me" he said

"But I'm not, look this was at a thing for Logan and his fans and I had to go I was 9 months here, just wearing a big hoodie"

"You hide it so well" he said in shock

I just laughed and put my phone down

"Wait that was it" he pouted

"No, just making me a little emotional" I laughed

"I want to see more" he pouted

"Do you not have any with you showing your stomach like the first one?" He asked

"I do, but not many. I was very insecure, I felt like I was huge" I said low continuing to scroll through the photos

"Your kidding right" he said not amused

I look away from my phone to look at him with a confused face

"You weren't anywhere near huge, love"

I just shrugged

"Here's this one when I was about 9 months" I said

"The little bump is so tiny, its cute" he cooed

I laughed

He just randomly slid the photo to the left and a baby picture of Lacey was shown her little body in my arms, me crying looking down at her, and Lacey with a tube down her throat to help her breathe correctly

He looked up at me with obvious confusion, waiting for an explanation

"What happened.." he asked hesitantly

"When she was born um-" I started but got choked up "she had a uh, lung defect and heart defect.. when she was born she wasn't breathing.. they took her away from me right when she was born. Was I excited to have a child at the age I did, absolutely not.. but I think that was one of the most scary moments of my life Daniel.. my little girl not breathing and not being able to see her for 7 hours.." I sobbed