𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕊𝕖𝕩 || KTH 🔞

Chapter 30

I'm not gonna deny the fact that I have feelings for Taehyung and I'd be lying if I said that I don't love him.

I know I'm in love with him but I've been to scared to admit it to myself.

Saying he's the only one I love came out of impulse because that's how I feel inside.

"You just said you love me" Taehyung said after minutes of silence. I don't know what to say to him. Should I say it was a mistake and brush everything off or admit my feelings and watch him withdraw from me.

I'm certain he doesn't love me.

"I-I.." I stuttered "Yes!" I admitted louder than I wanted to.

I shut my eyes close waiting for what's to come next.

"You better not take that back later" He said. I snapped my eyes open.

"Huh?" I didn't understand what he meant by not taking what I said back.

"I'm sorry I can't say the same because I don't know how I feel right now.." he paused

"But you better not take back what you said now" he completed looking at me with hopeful eyes.

He doesn't know how he feels.

Atleast he didn't say he doesn't feel the same way. He's just not sure.

I smiled nodding my head and taking his hand leading him further into the gallery.

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Next day...

"She said she loves me" Taehyung exhaled plunging back into the couch.

"And what did you say?" Jimin asked glancing at Taehyung before looking back at the TV.

"I told her not to take it back" Jimin snapped his head to Taehyung's direction. Looking at him with a 'bitch you serious?' look.

"That's exactly what every girl what's to hear" Jimin sarcastically rolled his eyes.

"I don't know how I feel about her right now" Taehyung let out a breath he didn't know he was carrying.

"I know I like her, but love? I don't know about that"

"How exactly do you feel?" Jimin turned his whole body to Taehyung because his friend needed his full attention right now.

"I-I don't know how to start" Jimin smiled.

"Do you feel excited when you see her?" Jimin asked

"Hell yes!" Taehyung replied suddenly feeling nervous for reasons he doesn't know.

"Does she give you butterflies?"

"I have no fucking idea what that means" Taehyung gave his friend a dirty look. He didn't know Jimin was the type that talked about butterflies and stuff.

How does it even feel to feel them?

"You cock sucker, you know nothing" Jimin spat

"Well thank you that's exactly what every friend would want to hear" Taehyung fired back with what Jimin told him earlier.

"Whenever she looks at you, says something's or act someways, does it give you a kind of feeling in your stomach I don't know if I'm even making any sense" Jimin said without taking a breath.

Taehyung paused for a moment thinking back at moments with you that he absolutely loved.

"Everytime she touches me even the simplest touches, makes me feel alive. It makes me feel loved and I want to return those feelings" Taehyung confessed while staring into space.

"You're in love with YN Taehyung, you just need to be sure of it, it's a feeling that's not familiar to you, so it would be kind of confusing at first but within a short time you'll realize it and enjoy every bit of it" Jimin said also staring into space. Taehyung had his eyes on Jimin through out his speech about love.

"You seem to know alot about love for a playboy like you" Taehyung joked

"Fuck off" With that jimin stood up and disappeared into his room.

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"It was Bethany's idea" Mark remarked pointing at Bethany's direction, she slapped his finger out of her face.

"Was I the one that wrote on the dice?" She defended.

"It was just a game Luna" YN also added while Bethany packed her painting materials in a bag, she was finally done with her work. And so was everyone.

"I know it was just a game that's why I can't properly be angry, but I was drunk, I wouldn't have done that if I was sober, and everyone saw my breast and Jungkook... That's fucker" Luna said with fury and softness visible in her voice.

"Well our exhibition and graduation is just next week, aren't y'all excited" Mark tried to lift the mood.

"I AM excited" Jungkook joined the group smiling ear to ear.

"Why is he still coming here? YN you're done with your painting and don't need him anymore so why does he keep coming to our school?" Luna asked

"Hello Incase you didn't notice I'm right here" Jungkook raised his hand in the air trying to make himself seen.

YN's POV

Luna's furious partly with us because she was still giving us death glares and fully with Jungkook who refused to go home.

"Fuck off" Luna said going back to her packing. Jungkook's enjoying messing with her. I know he likes Luna from the moment he asked me if she was single.

"That's not what you were saying in my bed the day before yesterday night" What's Jungkook saying- oh my God did that have sex that night. Come to think of it, I feel unconscious after I fell during hoseok and Taehyung's fight, I don't know where everyone slept that night.

"Did you two fuck?!" Bethany yelled making almost all our course mates in the practical room look at us.

She's so embarrassing, she never thinks before speaking.

"We didn't!" Luna quickly answered

"Yes we did" jungkook countered.

What's going on here? What happened between them, could it be the main reason Luna is so angry at Jungkook?.

"I just woke up in your bed, nothing happened" Luna sternly said. Damn from the look in her eyes, she hates jungkook's guts.

"Okay maybe nothing serious happened, you just slept on my chest" jungkook finally said making Beth let out a loud groan.

"Gurl you need to get laid" Beth smacked Luna's shoulder.

"I wouldn't take advantage of her when she's drunk but I wouldn't deny I was tempted to, the girl kept poking her ass on my boner" Jungkook said shoving his hands In his pants pocket.

Luna didn't say anything but to carry her bag and leave the room with Jungkook following behind her yelling 'wait for me!'.

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So I just realized that this story is kind of a slow burn. Like seriously 29 Chapters and Taehyung hasn't said 'I love you' ☠️

Y'all must be frustrated with me loll 😇

Alsoooo remember in the warning of this book, there's angst, sooooo you guessed it right the angst hasn't hit yet. 🌚🌝

Y'all are probably gonna hate me during that time.
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Hope you're still enjoying the story though. 🧚