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Y/N POV

its been 5 hours and julie and louis are still talking as she flirtatiously giggles at the things that he says that are not even funny  

"hey omg i think i should go now"

"stayyyy with me i mean us"

"no really, i should go thanks Y/N, see you later i lov-"

it wasn't quite clear but i think he was gonna say he loves me omg

"ok bye" 

i said as i got up and hugged him 

"he julie um i need to speak to louis so can u just wait here for a bit"

"ugh ok"

we walked out the door and i closed it from behind me 

"lou i think she likes you"

"ok and"

"no like she is attracted to you she is different then before just be careful ok"

"you dont have to worry trust me"

he said as he took me in a warm hug it felt safe in his arms it was my safe space his chin always rested on my head and my head rested on his chess

i pulled away

"maybe i should go back inside"

" i think thats a good idea"

"bye lou"

"ill see you tomorrow?"

"yes you will"

i walked back inside to see julie jump to her seat 

"what were you guys talking about out there"

"oh nothing important" 

"come on tell me"

"really its nothing important"

"ok im gonna un pack"

"ya ok"

i hate that im worried about them hanging out together and getting along so well i hate that im getting jealous i hate that shes here i hate that i dont trust him why dont i trust him i want to but i just cant ive never been one to trust many especially after my dad

my mom came down the stairs with a smile on her face

"dont you feel good to be back with julie"

"ya"

no

"well you dont dont seam too happy"

"ya whatever she just seams different"

"ya i guess"

"well im gonna take a shower"

"ok dont take long"

"i wont"

i walked up stairs and hurried in to the warm shower

as i stood in the shower i kept thinking about louis and what he was going to say earlier

'MEMORY '

"no really i should go thanks Y/N see you later i lov-"   

i think he was gonna tell me he loves me. do i love him? i think i do. well ive never been in love but i think i am. i think im in love. in love with louis 

IM IN LOVE WITH LOUIS OMG IM IN LOVE WITH HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

as i was in deep thought about being in love with louis  i heard a knock on the the door 

"Y/N you almost done"

"ya just a sec who is this anyways"

"julie i need to shower"

ugh its her

"oh ok"

i quickly rinsed up and got all dried up 

i open the door to see her standing there 

"ugh you take way too long"

"just shut up and stop complaining"

"oh piss off"

she really wanted to piss me off i just want her gone

i quickly ran to my room and changed in to Louis joggers and a tank top

i just needed to tell someone i was in love but there was no one in this house to tell i only had one person to tell so i knew i had to 

i gathered my things and ran down the stairs

"mum im going to louis ill be home in a bit" 












AUTHORS NOTE: im really sorry for not posting a lot schools been really busy and im getting braces tomorrow and ill try to post every week or 2 this story is gonna come to a end soon but its gonna get really good i also think i might make this a sequel there will probably be 2 books

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