𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐧/𝐍~

~𝙎𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡~

I'm not filled with void anymore

The pain doesn't

hit deep down to my core

Life is no more a host to grief

Still, sometimes;

I find myself gnawing at my sanity

My heart drowning

My soul sinking

My eyes above the ocean

Body numb below

Ears open to the mocking waves

Blood turning cold

The heart still naive

About to immerse

Too scared of its grave

Wrestling my existential angst

The affliction often seems incurable

And the body, succumbed

Resolved in the earth again

To deliver a piece of mine

Not broken

Not aching

Not a sinking soul, inutile

Perhaps, like a flash of beauty.

~ Sus ~