At that time I was starting to breathe heavily
D:hey hey sof calm down
S:i - i am trying but-
D:shh come here and breathe
He hugged me and i was trying to breathe ,i was thinking all the good memories i have with the guys and then thomas came
T:hey we were thinking-wait sofia are you okay?
D:she can't breathe *he whispers she is having a panic attack
T:omg ,baby please follow my voice ok?
I heared thomas saying to follow his voice so i nod to response ,i tried to look at his eyes to calm down so i did after 10 minutes i was better and i slowly left my brothers hug and hugged thomas
S: thank you
T:shh
D:ok ,i will leave you alone
S:dami wait
D: what?
S: thanks
D: i love you sis
S:love you too
Damiano left and i looked back at Thomas
T:i love you
S:i love you too and i am sorry about before
Thomas kissed me and said
T: don't be sorry i am just sad bc i want you to trust me and i want you to know that i love you more than anything and if somebody say sm about you i will be there and -
I kissed him bc i was so happy about saying that he loves me more than anything and that he will protect me
S:i know baby you don't have to continue ,i love you too and after what you said i am not afraid of anything
He smiled and blushed
S:can we go back inside now its getting cold and i have too pack
T:mhm ,i have to pack too but first
He kissed me and picked me up
S:haha put me down
T:not yet
We went upstairs and packed
The time is 10:30
S: guys i am hungry
G:yeah me too
D:pasta?
V:i am in
T/E:me too
D:so i am going to cook
G: thank you babe i am going to pack our thing's
D: thanks
They kissed and i realized that i haven't told Thomas about the concert
T:where are you two going?
S:um thomas i forgot to tell you when we were talking at the beach and dami called he told me to tell you that you guys have a concert in Greece so they will come too ,are you okay with that?
T: yeah of course
S:sorry i forgot to tell you
T: Don't worry
After sometime we all ate and talked about our flight but then my phone rang
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S: oh hi mom
M:hey sweetie how are you?
S:fine its everything ok?
M:yeah we just got home and noone is here
S:oh yeah we forgot to tell you we are at the MA house and jacopo is probably with his girlfriend
M:oh okay so all this time you were there?
S:yeah sorry
M:its okay, can i speak to your brother ?
S:um..okay sure
I gave the phone to dam and said :
"She wants to talk with you ,pls put the speaker on"
Damiano nodded and said hi to our mom
D:hey mom
M:hey dami ,how are you
D:fine ,so sof told me that you wanted to talk
M:umm,yes but i want you to be to a different room bc i don't want your sister or anyone to hear
Damiano give a nod to follow him upstairs to his room bc he understood what our mom wanted to say
D:wait a min mom i am going to my room
We went to his room and they stared to talk
D:so is everything ok?
M:no actually ,i am worried about your sister
D: what do you mean mom?
M:you know damiano
D: mom no dont think like that you know thomas for many years he is my best friend
M: yes Damiano but now is your sisters bf ,i am worried and you know why
D:i know but she is really happy mom ,they really love each other
M:idk dami pls have an eye on her
D:no mom, seriously her boyfriend is Thomas you know his family and you know him and i am telling you that he loves he Don't you trust me
M:no damiano right now no bc she is my daughter and I don't want her to be in pain for all her life (she said madly)
S: ENOUGH
D:sofia!
M: damiano what was that ?
D:noth-
S:mom stop trying to control my life i am an adult and i am telling you that i am finally happy in a relationship and i don't have trust issues i love him and he loves me why don't you understand that?
M: because you don't see bc of your feelings for him and -
S:ok but damiano said to you the same
M: damiano is just with your side bc he cares about his self he wants to be good with you so you can trust him and-
S:are you listening what you are saying right now?
After that i couldn't stay calm and i started crying again like a little baby but i couldn't i wanted to shout and say the truth
M: sweetie calm down i am saying the truth ,you see he didn't say anything to
defend you
D:mom you are an awful person who doesn't care about her kids
S: mom you know what Thomas is the person that i am going to marry someday he is my soulmate and he cares about me he is not like john ok? Now goodbye and don't you dare call me or damiano again except he wants to
D:no i agree bc i truly care about her and love her in contrast with you now bye bye
M:wait sof-
We hang up and my heart broke ,how my own mother say things like that for me ,my brother and a person that we both love
D:i am so sorry sof and i hope that you know that i love you and she was lying
S:of course ,i love you too you are my brother but how could she, like she know how much you Thomas and the guys helped me but -
I couldn't say more and started cry more
D:shh she doesn't understand we are here for you ,you know that right?
S:mhm ,sorry i am crying like a little baby all the time
D: Don't say that ,do you want a hug or do you want to tell to your bf or giorgia to come
He said that to make me laugh but i couldn't
S: thanks but I can't laugh rn also of course i want a hug
We hugged for a long time till a fall asleep into my brother's hug but he didn't leave he stayed with me he layed me politely to his bed and he layed next to me but i hugged him in my sleep after 5 min thomas came to check on us
