5SOS Preferences

what??

[This was posted in March, so my opinion has changed. You can read if you want, but this was how I felt in the beginning.]

OKAY I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO TRY TO UPDATE AND TALK ABOUT THE ARIANA CONCERT BUT IVE INSTEAD BEEN CRYING.

ZAYN LEFT ONE DIRECTION AND IM SO UPSET!

IT IS NOT ONE DIRECTION WITHOUT ZAYN ANYMORE! ITS JUST NIALL, LOUIS, LIAM, AND HARRY.

I LOVE ZAYN SO MUCH AND I HOPE THINGS SETTLE DOWN FOR HIM, BUT I THINK THERE IS A BIGGER REASON WHY HE QUIT. HE KNOWS JUST BECAUSE HE LEFT ONE DIRECTION HIS FAME WONT JUST LEAVE. THE CHEATING THING WAS SOMETHING BUT I THINK ITS SOMETHING BIGGER.

I ALWAYS THOUGHT ZAYN THOUGHT AS THE BOYS AS HIS BROTHERS, BUT IN THE STATEMENT HE CALLED THEM FRIENDS. THIS HAS BEEN PLANNED FOR MONTHS I KNOW IT HAS. THEY JUST WANTED SOMETHING TO HAPPEN SO THEY COULD USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE SO WE WOULDN'T ASK AS MANY QUESTIONS.

I COULD BE OVERANALYZING THINGS I DONT KNOW.

I JUST HOPE FOR ZAYN TO HAVE A HAPPY MARRIAGE WITH PERRIE AND TO JUST DO WHAT HE WANTS WITH HIS LIFE. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I WILL MISS HIM SO MUCH.

MY HEART LITERALLY HURTS SO HARD RIGHT NOW THOUGH.

YOU CAN RANT IN THE COMMENTS IF YOUD LIKE, OR IF YOU DONT LIKE ONE DIRECTION I APOLOGIZE.

IM JUST STRESSED AND SAD.