Bite your tongue
Hold it back
You led it slip.
The words slipped from your tongue, left your mouth, were spoken out loud.
Again.
Why can't you do such a simple task and just keep your mout shut, huh?!
It's not that hard!
Put a bit more effort in it. Your attempts are way too weak, this can't happen again!
-...Shut up
Oh come on, you're embarrassing, opening that stupid mouth of yours, just to overshare, just to add too much again! Again, for fucks sake!
It's not that hard to just keep it shut!
-Shut up...
Shut up my ass! You don't give a fuck! If you gave one, you wouldn't be in this situation again!
-For fucks sake, I know!
I know that it's all my fault!
You think I don't?!-
They will remember! They hear!
They see! They-
-SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!!!
They listen! THEY'RE NOT STUPID!
You can SEE it on their face!
Do you still not realize the situation we're in?
Because of YOU and YOUR STUPID MOUTH!-
-SHUT UP!SHUT UP! I GET IT!
Because YOU can't control YOUR MOUTH! CAN'T CONTROL YOUR STUPID BRAIN!
Because you ACT before you THINK!
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT!
-SHUT UP! STOP!
You're so done. They're so done with you.
You won't be able to change their mind!
YOU-
-The sky is a beautiful
shade of blue.
ARE THE REASON!
-THE SKY IS BLUE!
THE SKY IS BLUE!
THE SKY I-
YOU ARE STUPID AND IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT!
YOUR OWN FAULT!
YOUR OWN-
-THE SKY IS BLU-
FAULT!
YOU CAN'T SHUT ME UP!
-THE SKY IS-
WHY DID YOU HAVE-
-BLUE! THE-
TO SAY IT?!
SKY IS BLUE! BLUE FOR
FUCKS SAKE!
BLUE-
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO IT?!
THERE WAS
-SHUT UP! THE SKY IS-
NO REASON!
BLUE!-
YOUR
-SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHU-
EMBARRASSING!
-UP! I CAN'T HEAR YOU!
IT'S YOUR OWN
- Just shut up... Please, shut up...
FAULT!
This mess was MADE BY YOU!
-Please, just shut up...
Please...
YOUR AN EMBARRASSMENT!
-I can't take it anymore...
Please.
Just say it, say, that you're EMBARRASSING, USELESS, WORTHLESS.
-SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
We will never come to an end because you keep letting it happen!
Because YOU can't control yourself.
You LET your body MOVE, LET your mouth LOOSE.
-I KNOW!...
Again and again
The cycle will never end.
Over and over
Till we will be finally closer.
Someday might be an end in sight
We hope for it, right?
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Poetry Written By Feelings
PoetryJust me trying to describe the feeling of being lost, of being not here and there, of overthinking, of not knowing where to go, of not being able to get up. And still from time to time finding a glimpse of hope in a monochrome world. Of falling in l...
