Someday is today

Ben

Dear diary

Maya here thought I would just tell you about the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life I left my class and Ben was waiting for me outside as he always did and he said can we talk now I now there's something going on with you I told him he was write and that things were complicated at home and with family (lie) I said I didn't know where I was going to be this summer or next year ( true )so I thought it was better if we just break up now while we are on good terms and we can be friends he said although he wished he didn't he new I was right so I gave him a kiss on the cheek and we parted ways
As soon as we were done I went and found Riley who was sat with the gang Zay gave me a hug as we have gotten really close lately I told them that me and Ben broke up and they got really angry as they assumed from my tears he dumped me I explained that I dumped him and they calmed down . Riley asked to talk to me privately I acted like I was confused but I knew exactly what she wanted to talk about .
We went to the corner and she asked me if I dumped Ben because of josh I told her that although that it was part of it but I really told him the truth when I broke up with him just not the full truth.