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𝙼𝚜. 𝙰𝚍𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜 ( 𝙰𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚎 )

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𝗬/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
*𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗮𝗿𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱* " shut the fuck up oh my god, " I say while trying to turn off that stupid alarm

Damn it's already morning I feel like I've barely gotten any sleep but whatever, I get up and do my regular morning routine making sure when I get dressed I put on a long sleeve to cover up my fresh scars I unfortunately made last night

Lately my depression has been kicking my ass to the core and every day it's getting harder and harder, I've now come to the point where I shut everyone out even myself

I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I'm trying my absolute hardest to keep myself alive but it's just getting so difficult

Anyways... back to regular programming I finally finish getting ready and go downstairs to head out the door until my mom calls my name

" 𝗬/𝗻, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴? "

" 𝗧𝗼 𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗹, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗜 𝗯𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗹𝘆? "

" 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 "

oh shit

" 𝗨𝗺 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 "

I see her check the time on her phone but before she says anything I walk the door

" 𝗡𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗼-! "

" 𝗕𝘆𝗲 𝗺𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂! "

I quickly get in my car and drive to school

~ᴛɪᴍᴇ sᴋɪᴘ~

Why the fuck is school so long today I just want this day to be over

To my luck, this is my last period which is English I'm not mad about it cause Ms. Adkins (𝗔𝗱𝗲𝗹𝗲)
is pretty chill

I speed walk to class before I'm late...again

" 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗵?! 𝗬/𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆! 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗷𝗼𝗯 " I'm lowkey surprised too

I finally do something right in my life

" 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 " I say

" 𝗢𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀, 𝘁𝗼𝗱- "

I completely zoned out of class just getting deep into the thought of how much I despise myself

" 𝗬/𝗻, 𝗬/𝗻, 𝗬/𝗻! " I snapped out of my thoughts by the teacher calling my name

" 𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻? " She says pointing to the board