ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 𝟴𝟱𝟳
ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ⚠︎︎: ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ, ᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴅɪsᴏʀᴅᴇʀ, ᴅᴇᴘᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ
ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ ʙʏ: butterflyxsun ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ! ♡︎𝗬/𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃
*𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗮𝗿𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱* " shut the fuck up oh my god, " I say while trying to turn off that stupid alarmDamn it's already morning I feel like I've barely gotten any sleep but whatever, I get up and do my regular morning routine making sure when I get dressed I put on a long sleeve to cover up my fresh scars I unfortunately made last night
Lately my depression has been kicking my ass to the core and every day it's getting harder and harder, I've now come to the point where I shut everyone out even myself
I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I'm trying my absolute hardest to keep myself alive but it's just getting so difficult
Anyways... back to regular programming I finally finish getting ready and go downstairs to head out the door until my mom calls my name
" 𝗬/𝗻, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴? "
" 𝗧𝗼 𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗹, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗜 𝗯𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗹𝘆? "
" 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 "
oh shit
" 𝗨𝗺 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 "
I see her check the time on her phone but before she says anything I walk the door
" 𝗡𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗼-! "
" 𝗕𝘆𝗲 𝗺𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂! "
I quickly get in my car and drive to school
~ᴛɪᴍᴇ sᴋɪᴘ~
Why the fuck is school so long today I just want this day to be over
To my luck, this is my last period which is English I'm not mad about it cause Ms. Adkins (𝗔𝗱𝗲𝗹𝗲)
is pretty chillI speed walk to class before I'm late...again
" 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗵?! 𝗬/𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆! 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗷𝗼𝗯 " I'm lowkey surprised too
I finally do something right in my life
" 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 " I say
" 𝗢𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀, 𝘁𝗼𝗱- "
I completely zoned out of class just getting deep into the thought of how much I despise myself
" 𝗬/𝗻, 𝗬/𝗻, 𝗬/𝗻! " I snapped out of my thoughts by the teacher calling my name
" 𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻? " She says pointing to the board
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