It's an artbook!
No tracing, reposting or stealing allowed. You cannot use my artwork all, and permission is not allowed. This book is just for me to upload my artwork and other things I make too.
Please respect my DNI list, it is located in my bio...
It's actually something really stupid but I'll post the stupid thing anyways Ignore that weird rant I made lol
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I should've let her keep talking about that boyfriend of hers even though that's the only thing she talks to me about, I should've let her copy all my Algebra 2 work, it's bad for me but at least someone wants to talk to me for once, I should've kept my mouth shut. I should've let her boyfriend of hers do whatever.
But my dumbass had to say it in front of her while we were talking, I tried to lie to her saying 'I was joking' but it didn't work. All the things she said to me afterwards is all true
Because no matter what I'll always be the damn go-to-coping-i-am-sad-and-use-for-a-second-choice person when it comes to romance. It's probably because I'm not beautiful, and I am not that desirable as other people. I'm the practice dummy like that Rebecca person on YT.
It was selfish to let my feelings go on because the only reason I it happen because I needed to distract myself from what happened with my middle school friends. I used her to cope and let my mind focus on other things, but in the end it doesn't last. And I used her as a way to focus on math more and not because of my grades
Because I used her as motivation I ended up with 90s and over, I did better just to impress her so I could talk to her more. How selfish of me
Anyways back to writing and going back to long daydreaming to cope again. Yay fun!
