At the Thought of You [poems]

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I've never been scared to be in a relationship

but now, with you, I'm terrified

because I don't want to mess things up

like I always do, I always do something wrong

and I've always been the heartbreaker

not the heartbroken

so I'm sorry if I seem distant

I'm sorry if I push you away

I just don't want to get too attached

before I have to end it