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clothes were strewn about my bathroom. i had already showered and did my makeup, although i was just going for a simple and natural look, i didn't even put on foundation or concealer. just eye makeup, a little blush, and lip gloss. 

i knew that taehyung didn't care at all about my looks, yet here i was panicking on what i should wear to see him. should i go classy? how about cutesy? should i just wear my normal style? i sighed and decided to text taehyung.

taeddybear<3

what should i wearrrr i genuinely dont know :(((

aww are you stressing on what you should wear?

YES??? LIKE HELP ME PLEASE-

just wear whatever, you look good in everything<3

bruh that DOES NOT HELP

fineeeee just wear black, a black hoodie, a black skirt or pants. whichever you are comfortable with. you'll match me. ;) just dress a lil warmer, it's gonna be chilly tonight and i dont want you to freeze your cute butt off 

i- okay fine, thank you taetae.

no problem :) see you soon <3

i smiled at his texts, pulling out a black skirt and a black hoodie that ironically taehyung gave me ages ago. i put on a white t-shirt then tucked it into my skirt before throwing the hoodie on top of it all. 

i still had an hour before taehyung would get here, yet my nerves won't go away. i mean taehyung and i have hung out before alone, but that was just hanging out. he specifically labeled this as a date, so it was instantly more nervous than ever before. 

i've been on dates before, but this was different. this was with taehyung, one of my best friends who was, in all honesty, super fucking attractive. i couldn't hide it either but i do have some feelings for him. however, part of me feels super guilty because it's not just him, it's the other too.

i've had a crush on jungkook for a while, yet the other 6 men just busted down my walls so fast and i warmed up to them so quickly. slowly they worked their ways into my heart and now i  like them all more than just as friends, so going on a date with taehyung makes me feel guilty since i'm not going on dates with all the others. that doesn't mean i wont though, just because this is a date now doesn't mean i'm taehyung's girlfriend, not that i'd truly mind, it wouldn't be right since my heart is shared right now.

i hadn't noticed i was chewing on my lip until i heard my doorbell ring, sitting up quickly i reapplied my lip gloss as i practically ran to the door. taehyung stood behind it, smiling at me sheepishly once i opened the door. what shocked me more was the fact that he held a bouquet of flowers.

"oh my god! taetae you didn't have too!" i smiled at him and gave him a tight hug after getting the flowers out of his hands. "let me get these into a vase then we can go." i released him and rushed to my kitchen and placed them into the water, admiring them once they sat in the middle of my kitchen table. "they're beautiful taehyung, thank you."

taehyung was standing by my door. "they're beautiful just like you. i honestly almost didn't get you some, however i walked past a shop on my way here and i saw them and instantly thought of you. so, i had to get them." he rubbed his neck as his cheek flushed red. a sight i couldn't help but swoon over, he was just too damn cute!

i walked over to him and hugged him again, which he gladly returned. "you look absolutely stunning by the way, however i couldn't help but notice, are you wearing my hoodie?" i nodded, already knowing i was wearing his hoodie. "that's so funny, i thought i got rid of that hoodie, so i bought a new one, ironically, i'm wearing it now, so we match even more." i busted out laughing, he was wearing the same hoodie!

"no way! i'm so sorry, i can give it back!" taehyung leaned down and kissed my head, which i blushed at. "you keep it, i gave it to you. you look amazing in my clothes." my heart and head were swirling at his words. when did he become such a flirt? has he always been like this? i hadn't even notice him take my hand into his until i heard his words, bringiing be back to earth.

"shall we go, darling?"