اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
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"Sometimes Their Behavior is The Only Answer You Need."
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✼ ҉ ✼ ҉ ✼ Taylor🧚🏾
"I said to take it off now."
He said walking towards me. I couldn't even come home from work and step inside. Without being attacked by him. I just knew my mother wasn't home.
I felt the tears falling from my eyes as the pain began to pile up. I hated him. Whenever mom wasn't around he would touch me. My mom was a nurse, so she was always working late.
When she came home she would be tired, not suspecting a thing. I felt ashamed and embarrassed to tell my own mother this. Having him touch me everyday made it almost impossible for me to find a man attractive.
I just kept my distance from them. Feeling comfortable in mens clothes didn't help the situation either. He would just force me to change out of them. My own uncle would do these things to me. I hated him.
This is my senior year in high school. But there was only two months left in the school year. I would work at Footlocker in order to save extra money to move out when I graduated. But the plan has now changed to my 18th birthday. Which was in 5 months.
"Leave me alone, please."
The front door nob began to jiggle, and he stepped back from me. Pretending to be busy on his phone.
My mother walked in. She was early today, and that definitely through my uncle off. But I wasn't off the hook because he would sneak into my room at night.
To clear some misunderstanding, my uncle lives with us because he was thrown out of his apartment.
He was trying to get back on his feet, after they took his daughter from him. His wife just ran off and married another man leaving him.
"Hey, baby how was work."
"Oh uh it was alright. Same oh same oh."
"Everything okay you jumped when I came through the door?"
I hated when ppl asked this question. If I wasn't okay what would you do? If I told her about my uncle, her brother, what would she do? Kick her brother out, believing her daughter? Or talk to him about it, but still allowing him to live here?
"Yeah everything's okay."
She nodded her head, and walk to her bedroom passing her brother. She looked at him and then back at me, walking away.
I stepped past my uncle as he gave me a side eye. I ignored him and walked upstairs to my bedroom. I put down my bag, and hopped in the shower.
About thirty minutes later, I came out of the shower. Performed my hygiene routine, and lotion up. I opened my phone to YouTube and played some Lofi music.
Slowly drifting off to sleep. From yet another tired, sleepless, and abusive day. I allowed sleep to take me completely.
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I woke the next morning to the sound of my jiggling door nob. I pretended to still be asleep, hoping he would just walk away. I was scared because it was Sunday and I didn't have work.
I had to stay home because I had no friends, or money to spend. One day I hope I have someone I can run to. And not feel this loneliness anymore.
Eventually the juggling stopped and he walked away. I let out a sigh of relief. I was bored so I turned on my tv and began watching the fifth episode of Squid Games. That shit was good so far, so why not finish it.
It was now 3 in the afternoon and I finished the series. I opened my phone and went to my Snapchat so that I could tell my story that I finished it.
And that they should check it out. I posted a snap saying 'Squid Game: 10/10 I recommend' with a ✨ emoji at the end.
I got a notification that my recent pay check from Footlocker was sent to my KeyBank account. I smiled knowing I was stacking a bag that would benefit me later.
Throwing my phone on the other side of the bed. I walked out of my room to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face.
Putting on a wife beater and my basketball shorts. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen seeing no sign of my uncle. Good.
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After taking a bag of Doritos from the pantry, and a Pepsi from the fridge. I decided that I would take a walk in a little while. I would always take a walk to take my mind off of things.
I ran back upstairs finishing my snacks. Then I put on a t-shirt and some sweatpants. I left the house and began walking down the road.
As I walked, I left second street and then third. I usually walk on my street but today I needed an even longer walk. So i'd walk to fourth street then come back.
As I was walking down fourth street, I seen my uncle car pulling up. I didn't want him to notice it was me. So I pulled up my hoodie and ducked my head.
Keeping my eyes on his car he stopped in front of this house, and walked to the door. He knocked on it several times with no response. Then when he turned to leave someone opened the door.
Someone that looked familiar. They let him in and shut it back. But not before looking both ways hesitantly.
Had I seen this person before?
I took this chance to walk back home. Hopefully he didn't see me, and I can get back without being noticed.
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When I got home it was well past 5. I pulled out my homework that was due tomorrow. I always waited till Sunday night, because I couldn't help but procrastinate.
After I was finished I packed my book bag. Then I began lining out my clothes for school. Gathering my socks and placing them next to my shoes. Taking out a clean pair of underwear to shower in the morning.
I began to feel restless so I turned off my desk lamp, and LED lights. Making sure my door was closed, before stripping and snuggling underneath my bed sheets. Sleep soon consumed me entirely.
I soon felt hands roam by body, and a hand cover my mouth. The bed dipped and it squeaked. This can't be happening again.
I closed the door I made sure- Tears threatened my eyes when I felt a slap to my ass. I let out a muffled cry, feeling his member against me.
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اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
