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"I know that I hurt 𝔂𝓸𝓾."
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Taylor🧚🏾Beep....beep....beep
They burned, my eyes. It hurt to open them. I had to, I have to open them. I forced them open once more and they stung. Them immediately began to water as they were met with light.
Beep.... beep.... beep
I looked towards my right. The sound was coming from the Electrocardiogram machine. There was a IV machine connected to a tube that entered my arm.
I let out a shaky breathe. Forcing myself to become familiar with my location.
At the end of my finger tip was a Pulse Oximeter. Beyond that, as my vision cleared. I saw a figure seated, asleep, and facing the television screen.
The doctor came over to me and slid the stethoscope across my chest. Listening tentatively to my oxygen intake. The rising and falling of my chest.
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"What happened to me."
"You got into a car crash."
Andrea responded
"W-what?"
"Yes, a woman called as soon as it happens."
"Why? How? But-"
"It's okay, just calm down."
Andrea said with tears coming out of her eyes.
"W-what? No..no there's no way that's possible."
"Listen to me Taylor somehow your vehicle lost its brakes. And you just...I don't know. I wasn't there, but I don't blame you. "
Why am I so unlucky?
"Taylor?"
"Y-yes?"
I said sniffing.
"I know that I hurt 𝔂𝓸𝓾."
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Andrea🔸
I cried, and cried when I head what happened. Me and Alexis were at Taylor's moms house. When she got a call from the hospital. I hate that we made her leave in the first place.
It's all my fault. I hurt her. Me, it was all my fault.
I only have myself to blame for this. I can't do this anymore. I walked out of the room allowing Taylor's mom time to speak to her.
"What happened? Is she up now?"
"Yes, you can see her now."
I said shaking my head with tears still running down my face. Alexis tried to hug me but I pushed her away. I wanted to push everything away.
What if I never left New York. Maybe this never would have happened. I should have never spoken to Taylor. I caused this, and I have myself for doing so.
"Alexis just leave me alone. I want to be left alone."
She followed me as I left the hospital. I wiped the tears from my eyes, and sat in the vehicle. I start the engine, but Alexis puts her hand over mines.
"I don't know what your about to do? But it's not worth it. You can't blame yourself for what happened to her. She was being abused before we even moved here. It's not your fault."
"You don't understand I hurt her. And I could never take that back. Now she in that hospital bed fighting for her life."
I chocked out, allowing my emotions to escape. I let out a deep breathe, and turned the engine back off.
"What do you want me to do Alexis?"
"I want you to go back in there."
"But I fucked up."
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Mom👩🏾⚕️
"Hey baby."
I said walking into the room. Taylor was laying on the bed with stained tears.
"What's the matter baby?"
"Mom can't you see everything is ruined. I'm broken, and by the people I thought I could trust the most."
I shook my head.
"No baby you aren't broken. But your hurting, and the people that you love are still here for you. We have been here ever since the incident.
We have taken turns watching over you. You don't realize how much we love you. We have stood right beside you for the last two weeks of your a coma."
I have never been so ashamed of myself before. I never realized the signs that my own brother. Could do something so abominable.
For the last two weeks I would stand above Taylor's body. Praying that one day she would come back to me. And today was that day. I could cry tears of joy. At the amount of abundance I feel right now.
"I love 𝔂𝓸𝓾."
I hear a voice say behind me. I turn my head to see Andrea.
"And I don't want you to ever forget that."
She continued
Letting the tears run down her cheek. Man everybody is emotional today.
Andrea came over and hugged me and then Taylor. Along with a kiss on her forehead.
I smiled knowing that my baby was in good hands. Andrea wasn't a bad person. But she constantly blames herself for everything. I wish she knew just how much Taylor cares for her.
You could just tell by their body language. The way they just smile at each other. Or the way the speak and then blush. It was cute.
But always reminded me of Taylor's father. That man had me head over heels in love with him.
I hope Taylor can find that in Andrea.
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