The Shogun slowly walked down the stairs, drawing her sword. Wait- is she going to strike Tomo down?! She walked closer and closer up to him. No!! Someone has to do something! I looked over to Kazuha who was as shocked as me. Damit! I was to scared to do anything. In the end, I just closed my eyes as she stroke Tomo down with the Musou no Hitotachi. All I could hear were his short screams in pain. I started crying. Where is anyone? Why isn't anyone helping him? Why couldn't I move? I ran back to the tea house as fast I could and collapsed on the floor as soon as I entered, tears running down my face like crazy. "why...." I slowly started crying out. "WHY IS SHE SO CRUEL!!?" I screamed, still in disbelief that Tomo is actually dead now. Suddenly the door swong open and Kazuha stepped in, panting and holding something in his right hand. I looked up to him to see his right hand completely burned as if he had just but boiling hot water on it. "K-Kazuha..." I took a closer look to the object. It was Tomos vision. I couldn't take it anymore so I ran into my room. A few hours later, someone called me to dinner. I sat at the table but before I could start eating someone spoke up. "Why did he do such a thing?" Thoma said looking down at his food. "So Kazuha told you guys..?" I asked silently, not prepared for his answer. "Oh, no. Tomo told us he was going to fight her." He said. "What." I said in disbelief. "Yeah he did, but we didn't think he would actually do it." Gorou responded. "He told you. And you didn't try to STOP HIM?!" I began to scream at them, standing up and punching down on the table. Those bastards are telling me that they just let him die?! "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" I once again screamed, them just looking at me like I was crazy. "What were we supposed to do? Die by his side?!" Thoma raised his voice angry at me. "THAT WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN LETTING HIM WALK INTO HIS DEATH!!!" I didn't care that they were my 'friends' anymore. I didn't care about them anymore. "Are you stupid or something?!" Gorou said, now also raising his voice at me. "NO!! YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY!!" I yelled back. "YOU GUYS REALLY THINK THAT YOU CAN DEFEAT THE RAIDEN SHOGUN?!" I continued yelling. "YOU GUYS ARE PATHETIC!!" With that Thoma had enough. "I've had enough of you...get.out." he said, letting me and Kazuha in shock. "Y-you can't just kick me out!" I talked back to him. Kazuha tried to interfere but Thoma had made up his mind. "Get out. And don't show your face here again!" I wanted to cry but tried my best to hide it. "Fine." I said storming out of the house and onto the streets. It was once again storming outside again. I sat down at my usual spot behind the kimono shop, and when I couldn't hold it back anymore, I cried again. God I'm so pathetic. To be honest, I was the true cowered. I just hid behind a bush and let it happen. Why am I such an idiot. I deserve this. But at the same time, I wanted revenge. I wanted to kill her. Rip out her heart and shove it down her shitty ass throat. But...you can't kill a god, right?
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365 days as a helpless puppet
Fanfictiontitle picture from MG Alberich on Twitter Contains ships such as: Kazuscara Kazutomo this fanfiction is about how I Headcannon Scaramouches past and how he became a harbinger.
