i sat praying to the ground
to feet and to knees i dropped down
i felt the light creep from my throat
it spilt over my fingers dribbled down my chin
tears mixed with my blood my tendons snap
and my mirror shatters with my spine inside
my ribs scatter inside of me
protrude from my wax body
my eyes cant close as they are set in time
cameras click and trap me in history
i cant think clearly or see myself creaking
creasing in the middle and folding into myself
beauty was plastered over me
and the greatest day of my life was the day i cried myself into throwing up my lungs and my stomach and my fat and muscle all turned to liquid inside of me and it all swirled down the drain and left my bones to be found unrecognisable from me
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my darkest mind
Poetryoh, my darkest mind, still as you incarnadine me in vain, you behold me as i fall. deeper, my darkest mind, roiling in fury, the fever you gift me, pain that befalls me, obsidian once sharp had since dulled to reveal the rectification of what used...
