I don't want to be me anymore.
Honestly, it feels as though I'm someone else at times
My handwriting, my name, my face
Everything once associated with me becomes unfamiliar, blurred in my eyes as my vision warps with tears
My skin doesn't fit right, I'm not as tall as I should be, my piercings are gone, my tattoos shouldn't be here
So unfamiliar
When did I become so different from the man in the mirror?
Have I finally alienated myself to the point I've always aimed for?
A stranger even to myself?
The one man who I could have always counted on to know me
Is one I can hardly recognize anymore.
