Start at first'<3 <3 <3' ^
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Last night I couldn't stop thinking about him.
Why is this boy that I talked to for 5 minutes leaving such an impression on me?
That's weird.
And annoying.
Whatever.
<3 <3 <3
Today I went to Kuroo's house.
Well...
My parents kind of forced me out of the house.
To go see a friend.
'Socialize a bit.'
'Have a life.'
'Live your teenage years.'
Disgusting.
I hate being a teenager.
This excess importance on 'Living life when you're free.'
Facade.
'Being a teenager is so freeing.'
In fact,
I'm being caged in by that idea.
Being 'free' is an ideal
But there will always be something blocking your way to that freedom.
People who surround themselves with others will only end up crashing harder than the rest.
So what's the point really?
I'd rather just stay down here after I've fallen.
Why even get back up?
Anyways,
I'm sitting in the middle of Kuroo's bed right now,
Legs cross,
Hands on my lap,
Wearing one of Kuroo's massive hoodies
And a pair of my brother's pyjama pants.
I'm playing with the rim of the hoodie sleeves,
Not really knowing what to do.
My parents took my sketchbook before I left
To make sure I 'use my words'
And 'communicate with someone for once.'
They've been such a hassle since after the incident...
"So why'd you come here?" Kuroo asks.
I lift my gaze from the sleeves of the hoodie.
Kuroo had just walked out of his washroom.
Apparently I woke him up when I rang the doorbell.
He wasn't expecting anyone today and his parents were out for work in Kyoto this month,
So he was planning on sleeping in today.
Guess I ruined that.
"My parents wanted me to 'socialize' or something." I replied.
"Ohhh..." He smirks. "And you chose to come see me?"
"Oh, get over yourself." I roll my eyes. "You know I don't even talk to anyone else."
"That's true. You're kind of a loser like that." He takes off his shirt and goes through his closet to pick something to wear. "So what do you want to do today?"
"Take a wild guess."
He looks over his shoulder.
"Stay in and watch anime?"
I nod.
He chuckles.
"Of course. What kind of show are we watching today?"
I shrug.
"I don't know. What do you want to watch?"
"Ugh. You say that eeevveerrryytiiimmmeeee..."
"Well I don't know!"
"Fine. I'll pick something. Jeez." He picks up his shirt from off the ground and puts it back on.
He hops on his bed beside me,
Lying back on his bed frame with one hand behind his head,
The other holding the tv remote and scrolling through streaming services.
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Bloodied Ink [Suna x Fem Reader]
FanfictionL/n Y/n was a very lonely girl. She never spoke, other then to her only friend, Kuroo Tetsuro. She had a very calm, quiet, dull life, which is all she thought she deserved. But after meeting a certain tired eyed boy, her whole life seemed to have fl...
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