Rachels pov :
Everyone clapped for Finn except for me . I tried to ignore the fact that he was singing to me but them the anger over came me and when Mr.Shue said if anyone else wanted to sing I raised my hand without a thought and said , "I do. " I told him . "Okay Rachel lets here what ya got . " he told me . I smiled and went to the front of the room and nodded to the band to start :
White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold,
But there's nothing to grasp so I let go
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (NO!)
Have you had a shit day? (NO!), we've had a shit day (NO!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.
I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,
Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left
No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me
You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.
Na na na na - da da da da
Blow me one last kiss
[Not in the music video version:]
Na na na na - da da da da
Blow me one last kiss
I will do what I please, anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all
You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear
All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Blow me one last kiss.
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Blow me one last kiss.
Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.
(End of song )
Everyone clapped and cheered except Finn. Later after everyone left I knocked on Mr.Shues office. "Come in . " he said . I opened the door and he smiled , "Rachel ! Hey how are you? " He asked giving me a hug. "I'm great how are you and the family. " I asked him. "Everybodies good and I well I'm doing great . " he said . "Well you should be considering the fact that you are the new principal of McKinley which by the way congratulations. " I said. He hugged me and said, "So asuming by your songs that you and Finn came into contact again . " I sighed and said , "Yeah. " I told him . "I just don't get it Mr.Shue , I mean he didn't come in contact with me for 7 years and know that I've see him again all these emotions that I've been isolating for so long are all back and the anger , the hurt , how many times I've cried over him after he left . And yet through all that for some reason I just want to love him . " I said. "Rachel , don't you love him though ?" He asked . "I don't know anymore . I'm with Lucas now . " I told him. "Do you love him?" He asked me. "I don't anymore I thought I did . " I said. He put his arm around me . "Look when it comes to love you need to follow your heart whether its Finn or Lucas you're going to need to choose . " He told me . "Does he ever talk about me ?" I asked. "Yeah all the time he really regrets leaving you . " He told me . "Then why did he leave ? " I asked. "Maybe he was hurt when you said no . " he said . "We were just so young Mr.Shuester, I didn't know what I was doing with my life." I said. "I know and it's not your fault but I think you should talk to him give him a chance to explain. " he said . "Okay. Now I think we need to give Quinn and intervention. " I said. "What do you mean ? ".....
