Rachels pov :
" I'm going to be a mom . " I told her . She looked at me and gave me a hug . She smiled , "Congratulations. " She said. I stood there in shock . How am I going to tell Lucas more importantly how am I going to tell Finn? I asked myself . "You okay Rachel? " Santana asked me in the cab . "Can I tell you a secret Santana? " I asked. "Of course. " She said . "Well you see when we were in Lima Finn and I well we did it and the baby is Finns . " I told her. She looked at me suprised. "Oh my god so its not Lucas baby ?" She asked. "No its Finns . " I said. She smiled , "Thank god !" She said giving me a hug . "Are you going to tell him ?" She asked me . "I don't know I don't want to ruin his life. " I said. "Rachel you won't ruin his life he loves you and he's going to love that baby . " she said . "I left him Santana twice he probably hates me . " I said. "He doesn't hate you Rachel he could never hate you. " She told me . "Maybe he's better off without me in his life , maybe I should just get an abortion and forget about the who thing . " I told her . "Rachel don't say that you would never forgive yourself for it . " She told me. "What am I going to do Santana ?" I asked her . "You're going to tell Finn and what ever happens happens and you'll just have to except that . " She told me . "But what if I end up being alone what if he doesn't want a kid . " I said. "Then thats his loss because that little being inside you is going to be so beautiful and you will never be alone Rachel . " I smiled , "Thanks Santana. " I said and gave her a hug .
