Nervous

5 -.-

Jay's pov:
As we got to the house and she broke the news up to the guys, i couldn't help but smile to myself as i looked at her excited state, jumping up and down and smiling as wide as ever. She's someone who I aspire to be like, she's always so positive, full of love and just... herself.. you know? This is why I've never opened up to anyone, someone, everyone, always seems to be better than me, happier than me. And I know it may sound selfish, but I promise it isn't that, I just hate to be a vibe killer, I hate to be that person who has all that burden and sadness inside. So i just watch my friends, enjoy themselves, and just be happy, and that's all I care about. I'm afraid that I will fill them up with my sadness and make them worry about me. However, I opened up a little to her, first person to ever seen me in a vulnerable state, and... I hate to admit it, but I didn't hate it. I didn't hate the feeling of having someone look out for me and take care of me.

Nabi's pov:
*knock knock*
I heard a knock on my door, I looked up from the book I was reading. "Come in" and to my surprise the door opened to reveal someone I never expected to see. "Oh hey, that's unexpected" i said as i looked up at him from my glasses. "Hey, um, I wanted to ask something" he said as he scratched the back of his head. I giggled in my head. "Okaaay" i said as i crossed my legs in a criss cross, waiting. "So i guess it's safe to say that I'll be staying, for good, um thank you... for hel- FORCING me to move here, I was actually thinking about it for a while you know? But I never actually listened to myself, anyways, *cough* that's not the point" I looked up at his face which was focused on the floor in front of him, failing to make eye contact with me. "So, I want to make the room feel a little more... homey? I guess that's the word, so will you come with me to buy things for the room tomorrow? I see we've got some similar tastes and the boys all are busy tomorrow so I wanted to ask you, of course if you don't want to it's f-"
"okay! Be ready by....9am, I'm a morning person" i said as smiled at him as he finally met his eyes with me. His awkwardness was kind of cute... reminded about the library thing. As my kind started to fill up with that memory, I found myself looking down into his lips. Feeling that same trance as I did back there. I quickly shook my head and stood up from my bed. "Are you okay?" I grabbed his hand and pulled him out of my room. "See you tomorrow" *fake yawn* "I'm VERY sleepy" with that i closes the door in his face. Wtf is wrong with me?

As i got back in bed I felt my phone vibrate next to me. A phone call.
-unknown number: Hi! Please don't think I'm a weirdo haha, I'm Soobin, the guy from the cafe. Sorry it took so long for me to contact you, I just didn't want to be weird.
- Oh hi! I thought you forgot about me, how are you?! (:
-Soobin: I'm good! I was actually wondering if you wanted to go grab something to eat tomorrow?
- Awe! I would love to! But can I move that to the day AFTER tomorrow? ),: I actually have to run some errands tomorrow. Is that okay with you?
-Soobin: That's totally fine! See you the day AFTER tomorrow, sweet dreams!

I smiled to myself as i put my phone down. It was pretty late already and the boys were all in their rooms already. So I decided to go downstairs and grab a glass of water. As i went into the kitchen I saw a familiar person looking inside the fridge. "Hey you" i said as i walked over to the cupboard and attempted to grab a cup. The guys always leave the cups high since they're all taller than me so I always seem to struggle. All of a sudden i felt someone press against my back. "Here" he said as i turned around, he didn't move an inch. "T-thanks" i said as i grabbed the cup. "Stuttering again?" He said with that smirk again. "Oh please, you were just acting all nervous and stuff when you were in my room" i said as i pushed him away slightly. All of a sudden he grabbed my waist, making me turn around and meet face to face with him. "W- Jay what are you doing?" I said as i looked up at him. "We have some, unfinished business don't we?" He said as he listen my chin up once again, only this time, he was the one getting closer and closer to me. The space between us getting smaller and smaller. All of a sudden we heard footsteps coming down the stairs. I widened my eyes and pushed him away and quickly grabbed some water. "Hi guys, what are you doing up?" I heard a sleepy Jake coming over to us. "Oh, us? Me? I mean, I'm just getting water, midnight thirst you know?" I said as I held up my cup and gulped down the water. I looked over at jay and he looked pissed, he walked away without saying anything. "What's with him?" Jake said as he drank his water. I shrugged my shoulders and went up to my room. Drifting off to sleep. All that was in my mind was Jay. What the fuck is up with him? Is he into games? Is he into making me lose my mind or something? Because it may be working.

I woke up to my loud alarm ringing in my ear. Fucks sake. I got in the shower, blow dried my hair, did some light makeup, I grabbed some dark brown mom jeans, white shoes, and a white sweater. I grabbed my bag to go wake Jay up, which to my surprise, he was already walking out his door, wearing a dark brown hoodie and some dark washed jeans. "Did you just copy my colors?" He said as he looked me up and down. "I look better" i said as we walked down the stairs. "UHHH WHAT IS GOING ON?! why are you guys color coding outfits?" Sunoo said as he looked us up and down while pointing at us. "Silly coincidence" i grabbed Jay's hand in attempt to escape my brother. "N-" we walked out the door quickly and into my car. We drove to ikea.