Am I guilty?

Part 3

Earlier:

'Missing....... Reshu..........' his words were cut by Amato

'missing mom.....' BBB Amato said at the same time looking at eachother

'How do you know......'

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'Because I am your father..... remember that kid and moreover don't think I will forget that so easily..... Your father is as brainy as he used to be as a kid ' he said knocking him on his head

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Flashback (T~T)

That was a stormy day of mid July - August, it wasn't raining but deep down in someone's heart it was raining, water droplets were not falling from the sky but you can feel the moistness in the atmosphere, this thunderstorm was in someone's heart as Amato went to his wife's grave along with his 5-6 year old son in his arms as that was her Birthday!!!??? 

Standing infront of the grave in which his wife lies with her name engraved on it...... "Here lies Mahia Diaz" ..... That is what we can see engraved on..... mother of bbb and loving wife of amato 

' It's been 1 year since you left us and this 1 year is more like 10 years for us....... Reshu....... I thought All colours of my life faded away as you left me but then I Consoled myself as I was not alone..... My kid is with me..... My dad is with me..... I will have to look after them..... who else will do all this..... I have to be strong!!!!! Your absence always knocks me but I will learn to live like this....... As I learnt after my mother left me........... And I promise Although you are not here but I will take good care of my son and make him like you wanted him to be......' as he finished a tear drop felt from his eyes to his wife's grave

' Dadda, mama is sleeping here..... You told me...... once..... '

' Yes Boboiboy, your mama is sleeping here peacefully...... So peacefully that she will never wake up' Said Amato to the little boy who was like what is happening here??? why Dadda is crying!!!!???? and where is Tok ohhh... Ok tok is not here in Kota hilir he was in Palau Rintis, but he visits them... Sometimes....

' Dadda if she is sleeping then don't worry i am here, I will make coffee for you..............' he went with his small small feets towards her mother's grave sat beside that and said

' see mama daddaa is crying are you happy seeing him cry answer me!!???? Answer me mama'

 He pressed his ears against the grave to hear her voice

His inner soul answered him

'Baby your dadda will not cry i promise, i am here afterall'

' But i can't see you mama'

' Baby i am within you only........ see you can feel me......  tell your dadda not to cry........ like a baby who is baby here you or he.... '

He laughed hearing that whereas Amato's heart wasn't able to take all this seeing his boy like this, that small boy does not even know that he will not be able to see his mother again. He knows how it feels....... after all he has gone through the same........ but he didn't wished the same for his boy........ he always wished for his betterment and happiness.......but who can change fate!!!!!

Mechabot who was behind Amato, approaches him keeps his both robotic hands on his shoulders and tells him to look at him as his eyes were currently stuck at ground 

'see.... I know you are very sad right now but try to control yourself Amato.... look at him look at Boboiboy once, Amato he doesn't even know clearly what just happened in his life? You know he is currently.... completely dependent on you and your aba only..... and what was your aim...? Your aim was to make him independent like yourself right...?!! Then you must be strong atleast for him, for that innocent soul !!!'