The wind from the train blew my brown hair backMy hands were scratched from being pushed out the way
My eyes wide with horror and mouth open slightly
The only thing on my mind was her smile
The last one I will ever see
Gone
And its all my fault
I never knew her secrets
I never saw the pain in her eyes
I never knew how much she was going threw.
The wind from the train was gone now
But I heard the splash of her falling into the water, just a few feet away from the bridge the train track was on
I don't know how long I stayed their until I heard sirens and saw flashing lights
My vision was blurred
The only I could see was her face before it happened
She was smiling at me
A smile full of love and pain
Her beautiful eyes looking into mine
They were a reddish cream color
I will never be able to look into them again
Just because I was selfish and never thought of how she was feeling
Her problem were 10x worse then mine
And yet I never tired to help her
When she did everything for me
I was lost in thought and didn't see the lady in front of me asking me what happened
The only word I made out was "shock"
I don't know what they meant, and I don't care
I was snapped out of my thoughts by someone roughly grabbing my shoulders
I looked and saw Alex, her sister
"BREW, BREW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED, PLEASE!" Her eyes were full of tears and her jaw clenched
She had reddish black hair, and light brown eyes
Her skin was pale but a little tan
Just like her sisters
Some other people moved Alex away from me, telling her something
Using the word "shock" again
I didn't know what they meant
I was still starring at the train track
Were she stood before it happened
She saved me
She died because of me
Because I was being stupid
I should have been the one hit by the train not her
I deserved it, not her
I can never keep my mouth shut, and that's why were here
Because I was to stupid to not notice the train coming straight for me
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BloodLust
FanfictionMAKE SURE TO READ THE WHOLE "please read" CHAPTER Warnings ⚠️: Gore, slurs, homophonic, murder, weapon violence, smut, r@pe Brew has struggled with suicidal thoughts for as long as she could remember, always finding herself crying into her best frie...