And I Will Never Fully Remember

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I'm wet
Naked
Covered
In Vomit
My head 
Aches
Throbs
What the fuck
What happened
Where am I
                                             WAIT
Where the hell is he
The room
                          S
                p
                                i
                        n
                s
Smells
Of cheap
Alcohol
...betrayal...
And vomit
My vomit
Okay,  b  r   e   a  t   h  e
Think 
PUKE
Okay now think
He made
Me
Drinks...
I took o
                f
                  f
all my clothes
Then
Just fog
Toxic
Choking
Perfumed bubbles
I see black
I
Choke
Shake
My head
No
No more
Fog
My neck 
Hurts
Bruised
He was there
My mouth
Violated

Threw up
                    on
                         him
small
Victory
I check 
Between 
My legs
My phone
The room
For 
More
Clues
Nothing
But static
                  and
                        puke
I leave 
Call 
No answer
Text him
"What the hell happened?"
I wouldn't
Hear
Back
I  
r  e  a  c  h  out
to "friends"
I'm blamed
Shamed
Should have known
Better
Shouldn't be
Promiscuous
Another 
Dear friend
Gives
This
A name
"My dear, that sounds like rape."
He urges me
Report
Tell
Someone
PLEASE
But I'm afraid
So I'm silent
Until now
If one of you
Realizes
You are NOT
Alone
Then
My job
Is 
Done.

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