It's Always been you (Serveus X Reader)

Mind games

Authors note: sorry for the wait but thank you for all the love and support just a disclaimer there is some R rated scenes In here but I hope y'all enjoy love y'all

Y/n POV

I was running down the halls of Hogwarts barefoot I could feel the cold floor touching my skin , my heart was beating intensely. I looked everywhere till finally I made my way down to the dungeons I slowed my pace and entered the potions class when my feet finally stoped planted on the cold wet feeling floor. My eyes landed on them Severus had Ms.Wisteria sitting on his desk kissing her like he did me I wanted to scream but no sound escaped my mouth. I stood there with my mouth hanging open in disbelief I was in so much shock I couldn't even cry. Finally my presence must've took notice to them because Ms.wisteria turned and looked at me laughing. " Oh you silly child did you really think that a man like Sev would choose a insolent child over a mature women how foolish of you go back to your toys and studying while the adults have fun". I looked to Severus to be met back with a evil grin, I slowly choked out words ( is this true Severus is this what you really want) his grin finally disappeared "it was fun but it was never meant to last babe". I couldn't believe what he said. I sniffed and spoke (was I always just a joke to you a toy for you to play with?), "simply yes your the girl I used to get over Lilly now that I'm over that I can move on to better things", with that I walked out of the room and started to sob.

"Y/n....Y/n... oh my merlin wake up" *smack*
My eyes shot open after getting hit on the forehead I looked up to see Bf/n standing over me with a worried look. (Why did you hit me what time is it?) "you where whimpering in your sleep and shaking I tried waking you up nicely but that didn't work so I had to hit you.....bad dream?" I took a moment to process her words the events of my dream more like nightmare still playing in my mind, (yeah it was a horrible dream... what time is it) "it's 6Am go back to sleep we've got Atleast two more hours before we really have to get out of bed" (yeah okay goodnight) "goodnight I wanna know about that dream later". With that Bf/n got off my bed and walked to hers, I listened as she shifted around getting comfortable till finally she stopped and her breathing slowed. I laid there still trying to piece together everything I know I shouldn't have thoughts like what I dreamed about but deep down inside I did have the fear that Severus would leave me even if he reinsured me 100 times. After what felt like forever I got up looking at the clock it said 6:05 Am , wow only five minutes but it seemed like a thousand years. My feet landed on the ground much like the feeling it had in my dream. I got ready for the day and walked out of the commons room without realizing it my feet where leading me down to the dungeons , before I knew it I was standing infront of the potions class room I slowly opened the door and looked around, nothing had changed from the way we had left it last night I blew a sigh of relief then walked out of the room closing the door quietly. I started walking till I reached Severus door I debated on walking away or sitting out there till he finally woke up and came out but apparently my heart was controlling the use of my limbs because I reached for the door handle and started to turn it only to find out it was locked, I took out my wand and said the incantation Alohomora , I heard a click sound signaling the door was unlocked then twisted the handle again once the door was open I walked in. The sight I saw before me was breathtaking not even the most beautiful paintings could capture this Severus was in the middle of the bed his black raven hair sprawled out on the pillow his mouth was somewhat open, once my eyes left his beautiful face the wanderer down to his naked chest that was slowly going up and down. I was aww strucked I moved in closer for a better look , pushing a piece of his hair away from his mouth I leaned down and kissed his nose only to hear him mumble some words in his sleep "Y/n....y/n I missed you come away with me" I smiled at his words all the doubts I had washing away. I decided I would lay next to him not thinking he's mind if he woke up and found me there, I took off my shoes and snuggled myself into him . He rolled over through his arm over me and nuzzled his nose into my hair I heard him take a deep inhale them pulled me closer. I couldn't help but smile at the fact even in his sleep he still wanted me wanted to be close to me and hold onto me, before I knew it I had drifted off to sleep next to Severus. I felt my hair being pushed off my face and a warm hand stroking my cheek down to my lips over my chin then neck I kept my eyes closed not wanting him to know I was awake yet he took away his hand and started kissing all over my face till I felt his hot breath over lips he planted a small kiss on them then proceeded to kiss over my chin to my neck up to my ear and sucked on my ear lobe my eyes shot open and a low moan escaped my lips he stopped immediately then looked over my face with a loving look "good morning love it was a pleasant surprise to wake up next to you but you really shouldn't be here what if someone caught you sneaking out over here" I groaned at his words I was so stupid for not thinking of that (I'm sorry sev I didn't even think of that) "it's okay my darling don't worry we really should be going though it's 8am and if where both missing today it might cause suspicion" with that I rolled out of bed and let my feet hang off the edge of the bed I sat there the memory of my dream playing through my mind until I felt Severus hug me from behind, "what's wrong my darling is something on you mind?" I got up and turned to look at him ( it's just...just I had a bad dream this morning) " well what is it come here and tell me about it" I shook my head no to see him frown he patted the spot in his bed signaling for me to come sit next to him "come on darling it's okay I'm here for you please tell me"  I crawled up next to him sitting my head in his chest listening to his heart beat I sighed and started telling him about how it was him with Ms.wisteria and what they where doing, he was quiet for a moment taking in everything I said till he started to laugh I looked at him oddly (and what's so funny might I ask) " oh nothing just the fact that you would think I'd ever choose her over you I don't think you understand completely how much you mean to me why she could never even come close to you sure all the school boys are smitten with her but that's just because she's new and doesn't look like any of the professors here...sure she's got a good look about her but your beautiful you've got a wonderful soul I couldn't make it through my day if i didn't look forward to seeing you talking to you touching you" before I could speak he had me pinned down on the bed kissing me I wrapped my hands in his hair bringing him closer making him crouch between my legs when I felt his thighs rub against mine I wrapped my legs around his waist making him lay on me once he was completely on my my body started to take over causing me to grind against him he started to kiss over my face to my earlobe sucking like he did when he thought I was asleep making me whimper his name causing him to growl in my ear, licking my ear lobe before kissing down my neck till he pulled back part of my shirt to expose my shoulder he started to kiss and lick before softly biting then sucking my body was getting hot making me say his name louder after doing this in several spots across my shoulder he pulled away and looked he took his thumb and rubbed over the spots he'd bitten me with a smile he pulled my shirt back then looked at me with a smirk he got off the bed and started to straighten out his clothes . " we really should be going before I decide to just stay here with you all day" I smiled at him (I really wish we could sev) I got off the bed then walked over to his mirror I pulled back my shirt to see he'd given my four little bruised along my shoulder I gave him a dirty look through the mirror which he just smiled and said "just stating my claim that's all" I looked back and adjusted my uniform I walked back to him gave him a quick kiss walking towards the door I said ( see you later in class) with that I walked out the door down to my first class the thoughts of what had happen putting a smile on my face not waiting till tonight when I could have him all alone to myself again.