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Baneful Love

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I never thought loving you was
this hard,
If I only knew, I wouldn't dare to approach you,
If I only knew, I wouldn't knock on the door of your life,
I wouldn't even step on your front, and ask for your name.

Bruise and scars is all I've got,
Yet, I can't leave for I made an oath that I'll love you to death,
If hitting me was your way of saying I love you,
Then strike me more mi amore, till I feel your monstrous love.

I laughed and cry,
Different emotions was building on me,
I'm too near on being insane,
Too near on giving up on this love battle.

Do I deserve this my love?
What happen to those flowery
words your mouth had spill?
Is it all just a lie to caught me on
your trap,
And conquer me whole, when I
say I do?

Our wedding day that turns out to
be my last time I'm still free,
Free from your hell chamber, torturing every bit of me,
You said I'm look perfect, look perfect to be your prey,
And look perfect to be your toy that will give you pleasure.

How many times will I remind
you of our sweet memories?
Those saccharine memories I treasure, because you still look like my prince charming,
Saving his damsel in distress whenever she's in trouble,
And taking care of her when she's damn hurt.

I want us to be back on the time
when we're still a perfect couple,
Perfect couple that everyone
envies to have,
When your touch and kisses still
full of love warmth,
When your I love you's still true
and sincere.

— August

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