I've Lost Someone

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I've lost someone dear to me -

In the middle of blood
harvest within my soul,
I lost the one that considered
as my will,
She who serves as my sword
and shield,
And she who helps me when I
can barely standstill.

I lost her while fighting with
my inner demons,
The grasp of sanity I've
worked hard to build within
are slowly vanishing,
It's turning into an invisible
line that no one could sense
even me,
Losing her was my biggest
failure ever made.

Still, I tried to find her, to the
part that I've mess,
Searching every bit of
dimension, and try to look
where I've done wrong,
Trying to win her back, even
if it means leaving the battle
where I'm in,
Just to bring back the past
where I'm still whole.

Regretting, I should have put
her before anything,
Make her my priority over
that love and mind battle,
And chose her, despite the
circumstances it may bring,
Thus, I would not lose
someone dear to me -

as that someone is me.

— August

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