all too well - s.manjiro

five

i know it's long gone and the magic's not here no more. i might be okay but i'm not fine at all.

— you were right about how an i love you won't break the thick wall that was built between the both of you when mikey was away.

and all he wanted to say when he got back was he wanted to breakup.

you didn't really want to agree with him but what can you even say? it felt like it wasn't manjiro that you met before. why would you even love an empty shell of a man?

it was hard the first few nights but you got used to it, after all these months that he was away, why wouldn't you?

where was he when you were at your lowest and thinking of breaking up because you only felt like a hindrance to him, where was he?

you've already accepted that he's gone and will not come back but—