i'd love to watch you bloom | hananene

Stay

Your like a flower.
Dancing in the wind, your petals flying all around.
Settle down. Say your sorry.
You get all droopy, becoming a sad tune.
through a silhouette of your shame.

I'm just a mere ghost who grants wishes
What else could I be?

"Your more than what you look. "
Nene said with tenderness, sincerity.

Hanako looked wide eyes, he just shifted from his position as me looked away.

" I love you not. "
Nene looks shocked at me, turning her head quickly.

" What ? "
Hanako gripped his pockets, looking in full seriousness.

" I don't love you. "
Nene's eyes suddenly started to form.. tear drops?
I didn't think she'd crack that fast. Although she always did show vulnerability in front of me, even if i said not to.

She started to cry.
Nene chocked in tears, she looked up at me.
" Than why did you kiss me? Why do you care? "

I forgot I did.
But for reasons of course.
I felt that emotion I lost.
Affection.
For someone even.

My gut started to hurt all of a sudden, why?
It felt like something i knew.
Guilt.

Why was I guilty?
I didn't do a crime or anything she was still alive..! No scratches.. bruises?
Only her shattered heart which will take time to heal.
But why.

Nene hit me.
A weak hit, I could nearly feel it.
All I could see were her tears glistening in the moonlight.

I wanted those emotions back, I got them.
but it was a horrible feeling, knowing I had to use them. Recognize them feeling the humiliation.
I hugged her.
She didn't understand why, she just pushed me away.

I felt like nothing.
" Your emotions are pretty. But.. "
I took a strand of her hair, braided.

" Your prettier, stay with me.. "

I cup her cheek into my embrace and she only shakes.
I guess she couldn't comprehend.
Pardon my emotions.

Nene covered her face into my shoulder.

I gently pat her hair, soft strokes.

" I'm sorry. "

Nene moved her head more into my shoulder.
" let's just stay like this. "

I nodded, if this was her wish I'd fulfill it.
That goes for following her in death or any wish.