The runaways

Want a beer?

•June 31 1975•

Violet*

The pregnancy was going well I haven't told any of the runaways I'm gonna do it soon before it gets obvious Wich it kinda already is, Kim's still being a dick but what's new frank changed his name to Nikki sixx i honestly love it I'm proud of how far he's came but me and Nikki have told some of his family and some of mine as well Nikki told Tom and and Nona Wich they weren't the happiest about it but they accepted it I told my grandmother and sister they took it pretty well all considered but me and Joan decided to drive up to the Hollywood sign and talk about shit going on with the band because it's really not going as planned

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here we are Joan says turning off her car and getting up

Ok let's go I say walking under the H Joan grabbed something out of the car while I sat down

Want a beer ? she asked with a beer In her hand

No I'm Good I smiled

What are you pregnant, she said chuckling

Yea I am, I said blankly just trying to rip the bandaid off

She bursted out laughing your Hilarious

I'm not kidding .

Oh shit. who's is it ?

Nikkis of course for fucks sake I've never slept with anyone else, I laughed

How far along are you ?

Almost 6 months I just dont know how to tell anyone I shrugged

Well that was a hell of a way to say it Dose Nikki or anyone else know

Some of our family but that's it but we've it planned,  somewhat anyway

When are you gonna tell everyone

Well I don't have parents to tell I don't even know if my dad told anyone i ran away I mean my sister and both grandparents know but I'm not even sure if I want to tell him or even yet just hear his voice again, Kim's gonna fucking kill me that's for sure, maybe sometime this month, you know we're gonna have to take a break I can't have a guitar over my huge ass stomach I laughed

Hey you might not get that big

Trust me if I'm anything like my mother I'm gonna gain at least 30 more pounds

Jesus fucking Crist well I guess your gonna have to tell them soon your not big at all really

I have I few shirts on so you can't tell but I've already gained 20 pounds

How the hell have I not noticed what the fuck man so boy or girl?

A girl . You know, I don't think the runaways are gonna last I just have that gut feeling, you know

I get it . you gotta follow it or you'll end up in hell, but you know I think where gonna make it big time Joan smiled maybe your just paranoid

I wasn't paranoid that was one thing I was right about back then I didn't follow it there are multiple time where I wish I did , things I should've said or shouldn't have done or should've but hey everyone makes mistakes when there young and wild.

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•Violet •

BABY IM HOME I yelled into are small apartment guess no ones home jelly bean I've been talking to my baby bump a lot Nikki thinks it's weird and I'm actually fuckin nuts but every night he curls up into my bump and talks about his day and how awesome it's gonna be to be a dad, I went to go cook some food when Nikki came in hey baby I'm cooking some breakfast burritos you want some ?