The runaways

Cherry red

Fuck I sigh out as I look into the mirror looking at my cherry red hair I guess it could be worse I grab the brush sitting on the counter and start pulling it though my hair

Mommy ?

Yes baby

Where are you going

To meet grandpa

I thought you didn't want to ever see him again

Well apparently he changed for the better and he wants to talk to me

Why

Why are you asking so many questions I laughed, I'll tell you what I'll tell you all about it when I get back "I say picking her up off the counter and letting her down, make sure daddy's awake before 1:00 to go to rehearsal

Okay do I get to meet ozzy yet she smiled ear to ear

No not yet just one more day I shook her happily okay baby I love you I gotta go I'll be back soon

I can't believe I'm doing this
16 year old me would kill herself I thought to my self, Fuck I sighed slamming the car door driving down the strip to the rainbow I thought this was my escape little did I know the person I wanted to escape from would find me here one of the biggest city's in the world what are the fucking chances, I pulled in to the rainbow and got the flask filled with vodka out from under my seat and took a swig possible before I had to face the man that treated me worse then anyone ever has the smell of cigarettes and whisky mixed engulfed me as I opened the wood doors and walked around to find where he's sitting

There he is .

Hey, so what'd you wanna talk about I asked as I sat down in the opposite booth

So I couldn't keep this from you and I didn't want to . but since you do wanna give me a chance and I am over the moon about it but you uh- I'm I don't know how to say this

Just tell me if I forgive you for ruining my life I can probably forgive u for anything

So about 2 years ago I met this girl at a bar and I brought her back to my place and well I'm not gonna go into detail but we started messing around regularly and one day she comes back to my place with a test in her hand it was positive so she kept the baby it was a little boy I went into treatment as you know and I tried to find you and your sister so here we are

Okay. I said calmly as possible what about the little Boy and the girl

Well the little boy Leo is his name by the way is about one now and me and his mother are engaged her name is Margaret and I want you to meet them I mean they are the reason I got sober he smiled shyly

Oh. My heart shattered into a million pieces so you got sober for the whore you met at a bar, and not me and Mandy yeah I'd get it if it was for your kid but me and Mandy where your kids too out tears threatening to fall down my face, you know why I stayed with you and didn't leave with Mandy when she moved in with grandma it was because I hoped one day you'd wake up and think hell the girl I'm beating bloody is my daughter my own blood my child I do love her after all
Maybe I should lay off the boose and drugs maybe quit the black tar huh? Maybe get my other daughter back too . I screamed as my head started pounding and my throat stared aching lucky it was early and only 3 other people where in there including the workers but you bet all eyes where on us

Oh please you can't say anything it's 7:00 am you reek of vodka and you leave your daughter alone with 4 Morons and are you gonna do when she comes to you and says she's been raped by one of them

Now they say the abused becomes the abuser but I'm better then that and it hurt me for him to think I'm not

fuck you i threw my glass at him and I then proceeded to bitch slap him as hard as possible yeah it doesn't feel good to have glass thrown in your face and to get slapped directly after huh that's how I felt when you did it to me asshole I will never let what happened to me happened to my daughter I snarled