this is directed to someone who would never hear it. never see how he affected me, how he destroyed me.
he assaulted me that night.
he took my dignity,
and the only sense of self i had left.
he took away everything
made it seem like my fault.
he took it all so many years ago
and i still suffer the consequences
while he lives his best life.
why me
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poems i write at 2 a.m. and decide to post
Poetryi'm deeply sorry for whatever is in here, just know that it contains really heavy themes such as sex, suicide, sh, depression, obsession, etc. my bad.