two days later.
it's been two days since minho was taken from the outside world and put in an Asylum , he was put in a cell like all the other mentally ill People. minho hasn't slept in two days because he was scared. He for the first time was scared of where he was, the people who were surrounding his cell screamed and cried really loudly that it was making him scared and he starts crying very loudly. He wouldn't stop shaking remembering what he did two days ago.
"I'm not crazy, I'm not a killer, it wasnt me it wasn't me IT WASNT ME!!! IM NOT FUCKING CRAZY!!! COULD YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" Minho scoulds the screaming people around him as he was crying now and punching the metal wall not caring if he is breaking his own hand. He was tired of their screaming and that crazy Minho was coming out again and he wanted to kill them for giving him a headache and making him cry and shake like how he is.
He gives up then drops back onto the ground and then starts crying again, asking himself why he did what he did, why is he being treated like this? what did he do to deserve this? It's not his fault but as he was about to scream some more,his cell opened
His head shot up immediately to see who it was and his heart immediately fluttered when he saw his mother, he got up and hugged her "oh mom thank you for coming to get me out! I missed you so much" Minho starts crying on his mother's shoulder, she just lazily rubbed his back "okay okay minho stop it now, go and sit down" she pulls away and folds her arms, Minho not even seeing the attitude just nods then runs to his bed then sits down with his legs crossed ready to hear what his mother has to say like a little kid
His mother just looks around disgusted at the place before she shakes her head and sits down "listen Minho, after what happened two days ago I was completely surprised that you did that but on the other hand I don't care because I don't want you okay so listen baby your gonna stay here and never come back to my life we clear, yeah now bye have a great time in this hell hole" she gets up and minho's heart broke, he instantly got up and ran for her and hugged her legs "mom please no! Don't leave me please! Mom please don't leave me in here! I love you mom please please!" Minho starts crying again but his mother was nothing more than disgusted, she just shakes him off
"Stop calling me that you little bastard! I'm not your mother! Stop calling me that! I never had a kid okay geez!" She kicks him in the face causing him to fall back. Minho couldn't believe what he just heard "m-mom? W-what do y-you mean? Your my mother and you love me r-right?" Minho looks up at her with his pleading eyes
His mother starts laughing "oh wow never! I don't love you but I did love your dick, either than that you were nothing than just a money bag for me!, Listen your own mother who is my sister by the way just didn't want you because you were a mistake, her and your father just had a one night stand and then boom two seconds later she is pregnant, she hated you so much!! To the point she even killed herself because she was annoyed by the your stupid cries! I only took you because I was getting money every single month for taking care of you but now.. I want nothing to do with you! You just stay here and rot okay!" She turns around but looks back with a devilish smirk "thank you for the sex by the way but.. I've had better" she laughs then leaves Minho to rethink everything she just said
He couldn't believe what she just said, he is hoping that all of this is a dream "s-shes not my mother?" Minho asks himself as he sits back with his legs crossed as more and more tears trickled down his cheeks as he kept talking to himself. He now realises that he can't speak to his imaginary friend because that imaginary friend was
His father.
He would talk to him like he was actually there, he would cry to him and be comforted by him like he always imagined his father to be, but now.. now he knows that they didn't want him. His mother killed herself because of him, two days ago wasn't his first kill. His first kill was his own biological mother
That killed his heart completely, now he is really is alone, no one loves him at all "maybe I am a mistake" he says to himself as he drops his head back in the wall he crawled to, he starts crying again but this time he was crying from the heart, it was broken and aching very much that no body loves him. He has no one to lean a shoulder on and talk to, he is alone and he will rot in this place.
He couldn't stop crying, his heart is too painful, his head is starting to hurt now so he just shakes it and hits it with his hand shouting at the voice in his head screaming "no one loves you! Your alone! You'll die here! Your being punished for everything you did!! Die!"
He starts screaming while crying, it was loud and clear that it was a wail , he doesn't want to listen to it but it's only him and that voice. He finally knows what's it's like to be really crazy, it's only him and his thoughts, no one else and he'll just have to deal with them until he hopefully dies
But there is no sure that he.. this person will die
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| Risky | minsung (pyscho)
Random"cry all you need" "just let it bleed" han jisung was just a normal kid who had a perfect life,people thought. but how wrong they were. jisung having enough abuse runs away but honestly wished he stayed home.. "he said 'enter at your own risk' "
