Summer with Magcon

Finally

(Shawn's pov)

I'm so stupid.

I shouldn't have left, But I know she's never gonna forgive me now.

I can't believe I did that..

I haven't stopped thinking about her.

Her smile
Her laugh
The way she always made everyone happy.
The way she looks at me.
The faces she makes..
Her.

Cameron called me and told me everything.

I think her and jack have a thing now..
If they do.
I have to get over it, It is all my fault and I'm not gonna be surprised if she wants me to leave.

"Sir" someone took me out of my thoughts

"Yes?"

"We're landing in 5 minutes and I just wanted to make sure you knew"

"Oh Yeah.. thanks"

I looked out the window

I think I wanna stay..

I mean, I can't miss the final magcon

Taylor went back 2 days ago and I'm literally just finding out about Alexis today.
If I knew before I would already have been there.

(Alexis pov)
I'm sitting in my bed and jack is next to me on the chair

"How you feeling?"

"I'm good jack, you know you can go home now right?"

"Yeah. but I can stay here with you intill they let you leave so you don't have to wait for a ride and we can just leave"

"Your driving?"

"Yeah. cam dropped off the car in the parking lot"

"Okay, well you don't need to stay in here if you dont you want you know! How about you go or a walk around the hallways or something"

"Are you trying to get rid of me ?" he said with a serious face

"No! I was just t-thinking you wanted to ge-"

"Relax! .. I know you were joking, Yeah I'm gonna go outside and get some fresh air" he said smiling

"Okay"

Jack walked out and stopped in the doorway, looking down the hallway.. as if.. he was looking at someone or something..

He stood there staring for a few more seconds, looked at me one last time, gave a small smile and a wink, then walked away.

What/ who was he looking at.

No..
Way..

I just sat there starring...
I don't know if I should be happy or be crying right now

He hurt me.
But I missed him so much.

He was standing in the doorway

"Y-you.. Umm can.. Come in"

He gave a weak smile then walked in and sat in the chair near the end of my bed.

We sat in silence for about 2 minutes intill he spoke up

"Alright Alexis. I know your upset and most likey pissed off, and I know you probably don't even want me here.. but please just listen"

Great.

"Talk" I spoke up

"I left cause I couldn't stand to see you hurt. I was so stupid to do what I did and to be honest I did it cause I was Extreamly upset and jelous.. yeah I know that's still no excuse for it. But anyways as soon as I heard about you in the hospital I booked the first flight here.. none of the guys even know I'm in town.. Alexis I just wanted to let you know I'm so so so sorry for hurting you"

My emotions took over..

I was crying by now.

He was just starring at me

"Shawn.. I know and I'm sorry for what I did. But what you did was worse and like you said there is no good reason for you to do what you did. And I'm glad to see you.. just I can't forgive you just yet"

"I understand"

(Shawn's pov)

I'm not suprised she didn't forgive me..

But I'm happy she's talking to me

(Alexis pov)

Jack walked back in and sat on the chair next to me

"It's so nice out"

Me and Shawn just looked at him

"Have you guys even talked at all since I left the room?" he asked

"Yeah"

"Okay.. well.. This is awkward.. do you guys want me to leave?"

"Nope.. But how about we go get food.. when can we leave?"

"Actually we can leave right now"

I hopped out of my bed

"Then lets fucking go!"

I signed out and we all walked out of the hospital and got in the car

"Shawn how'd you get here?"

"I took a plane, then a bus, then walked the rest of the way from where the bus dropped me off"

"Oh"

We drove home in silence

We were greeted at the door by tons of hugs

"Thanks, I missed you guys!" I said after I hugged them all

"Shawn! your back " Hayes said grinning

"Yeah.. I guess.."

"Good!"

Yeah..
Good!

"Well I'm guessing your hungry!? wanna go out? or eat here?" cameron asked

"Can we just order pizza or something? I wanna take a shower" I asked

"Pizza sounds good"

"Okay" I said as I walked up the stairs and Into my room

I atomatically walked over to my closet, picked out clothes and went into my bathroom.

(Skip shower)

I'm wearing shorts and a tanktop, It's really hot in here!

We have 3 weeks and 2 days till summer is over.

I walked downstairs to all the guys at the table with pizza

I walked in a grabbed a slice

"So is it scary sleeping in a hospital?" Matt asked

"Not really" me and jack said in unison

"Does your head hurt?" Hayes asked

"Nope, not really anymore"

"That's good! I'm glad your okay!" cam said for the second time

I smiled them ate a bite from my pizza

"Oh! hey carter... I was just wondering.. do you know what we crashed in to?"

The guys started laughing and smiling

"What?"

"Alexis... Carter yelled watch out and that scared jack so you crashed... but carter yelled that because there was a turtle on the road"

"What? The fuck. There was not"

"Yes.. there was"

"Trust me,. I already yelled at him! he could have gotten one of you killed"

"Yeah but nobody died! Not even the turtle" carter spoke up

"How did you even see it?"

"I don't know"

I laughed

Wow.

For the rest of the night me and the guys ate pizza and watched tv together in the living room

I missed being with all of them

I'm happy were all okay, and back together
finally