Insecurities

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Only two weeks were left and she was not at all happy..She was fearing that what if he will leave her..
Tommorow was the family week..
She was on cloud nine that finally she will meet someone from her family..
Sana: Teri feelings kya hai mere liye
Sid: Han
Sana: Bata na
Sid: Ek liking hai..aur 4 mahino mein bahut acchi attachment hai
Sana: Bahar jake milega merse??
Sid: Meri na jo best friend hai na..usse main rarely milta hu aur bahut kam baat hoti hai meri..
Sana: Kyu..merese nahi karega kya
Sid: Zaruri nahi ki tere se baat karunga hmesha...
Sana: Kyu
Sid: Kyuki duniya alg hai na
Sana: Mtlb..teri duniya alag hai meri duniya alag hai..
Sid: Ha
Sid was controlling his tears and same was with her....
Bcoz they didn't knew what will happen when they will go out of the house...

EVENING
Bb announced a task for nominations..that the contestant will count 17 minutes....and those who will be close will get saved...
First turn was of Arti...
And she thought that sid will help her so she was in her own world..
She asked but he denied saying he was just sitting...
Dil tod diya😂
Everyone were doing the tasks...
Next turn was of Sana...
She was counting and Sid was in washroom...
She pressed the buzzer and came out.
Div: kitna hua tere hisab se
Sana: 17
Div: Nahi zyada hogya..maine tereko ishara bhi kia tha..
Sana: Dekhte hai ab kya hota hai..
Div: Hm...
It was sid's turn..
And he was sleeping like a baby..
Sana was also counting for him...
Here Kushal and Divya were also doing same ..
And so called Pahira was doing their Pagalpanti..mummy maregi😂
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Bb were announcing the results...
Arti - 12 min
Mahira - 23 min
Paras - 18 min
Kushal - 19 min
Rashmi - 24 min
Sana - 23 min
Sidharth - 20 min
Asim - 17:45
Divya - 18 min.
The nominated contestants were Sana, Mahira, Arti, Rashmi...
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Next day it was family week...
Everyone's family members were coming but she was waiting for hers..
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The t.v got on and Shehbaaz appeared
Tears rolled down her cheeks when she saw him after 4 months.....
Shehbaaz- Bb main Shehbaaz..Shehnaaz gill ka bhai..
Bb-welcome shehbaaz..ap interimt captain kisko banana chahenge
Baaz- Main sidharth shukla ko vote dunga..kyuki un dono ka bond bahut accha hai aur unhone shehnaaz ki itni care ki hai..
Bb: Ab aap bahar aajaiye
Baaz : Ji bb..
Sana ran from there and stood numb infront of the gate..
Baaz came and hugged her
She was crying silently in his arms..
Bcoz she was the closest to him..
Today when he saw her..he was also very emotional...
Here Sidharth was standing in a distance..he was so much engrossed in them that the world was nothing infront of him..
Then baaz came and hugged him too
Baaz: Thanku so much iska khayal rakhne ke liye..
Sid: Aree nahi nahi....
Then baaz met everyone formally..
So now everyone's connection were
Sid - jay
Arti - kashmera
Rashmi - Devo
Mahira - Akki
Paras - Zeherwala
Asim - Himanshi
Kushal - Sister
Divya - brother
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Sid: Kushal aur Divya ke bhai behen aaye hai..meko lagta rishta karne aaye hai..
Jay: Ha ..aur bahar tera bhi ho chuka hai
Sid: Kya mtlb
Jay: Aunty ne ladki dekh li hai tere lie
Sid: Abee chal..kuch bhi..
Jay: Mat maan...isliye bolte hai ki itna bhi intezaar mat karwao ke der ho jaye(taunt)
Sid: Aee..bb aap gate khol ke isko bhaga do...
Saying this he went from there..
Jay: Yaar isko kyu samajh nahi aata
Kush: ham to thak chuke hai smaja ke.
Div: Pata nahi kab hoga..
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Kash..Arti..Zeherwala..Paras..Sidharth were sitting together...
Kash: Bahar to ab fakenaaz chal rha..sidnaaz is khatam now..
Paras: Haan?
Zeherwala : Haa...ab sid arti chal rha hai(jaan buch ke door door kiya)
Kash: ha..
Arti: Kuch bhi.
Kash: Sach mein..
Sid was getting more angry listening to this shit..and shehnaaz also came there...
They were talking and kashmera again taunted sana
Kash: tum kabhi kabhi fake lagti ho..
Sana was quiet bcoz she didn't wanted to ruin her bday...
Kash: And abhi to Sid arti trend kar rha hai..har jagah..mujhe dms aa rhe hai ki bahar inki shadi karwa dena..
And it was it for sana...kashmera was poking her to know end but she was getting more and more hurt..
And then
Kash: Arti tum karlena shadi..sid bhi tumhe pasand karta hai aur tum bhi..
Sid: What rubbish...
And here sana got up and went to washroom.. sid also followed her..
Kash: Dekhna ab kaise ye alag hote hai
Sana was sitting without any emotions...and today her fear came true..that was the main reason she wanted him to confess what he feels
Today her insecurities came true..
She knew that if he won't say anything she will lose him and she didnt wanted to...she had already fallen for him very badly and now getting over it was the biggest task for her...she was numb to react..she didn't got hurt what kash said but she was getting weak imagining him with someone else..
Sid: Are yaar kya hua..tu uski baato mein kyu faltu mein lagi hai..
Sana: Sidharth main pehle hi keh rhi hu ye clear karo warna fir mera tarika tumhe hurt karega ...
Main kitna samjhu..mera zidddi dimag nahi sun sakta ye..mera dil rota hai jab kisi aur ka naam tumhare sath lagta hai..main kaise samajh jau(and actually its a very difficult task for a girl).
Sid: Aree to maine kuch bola kya
Sana: whi to problem hai tum kuch nahi keh rahe...isliye yaha tak baat aa chuki hai...
Main kitna samjhau tumhe..nahi reh sakti tumhare bina ab log chahe mujhe physco kahe ya pagal kahe..
Sid: Acha chal ab bas kar...
He consoled her..he was happy listening that she also can't live without him..the difference was that she was confessing it and he was keeping private..
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Bb: Shehnaaz aapko janmdin ki khub badhayi .
Sana: thnku bb..😊
Everyone sang song for her and clapped..She feed cake to sidharth...
Then baaz ...then their friends....
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At night
Jay: Yr ye paras meko sahi nahi lagta
Kush: Main to haar gaya hu isko samjha ke ....
Jay: And bro..think of it..
Sid: Ya
Sid(in mind): Ye kyu nahi samajh rhe hai..main nahi bol sakta yha..mera career to theek hai but uska peak pe hai..maybe she will find better than me..and humara age difference..
Kuch bhi sahi nahi hai.how can I
Sid' s thought were broken by shehnaaz
Sana: Chalo sidharth..kal task hoga shayad..fur tum so nahi paoge.
Sid: Idhar aa.
He hugged her..and today both of theirs insecurities were coming out..
She was fearing of loosing him and he was fearing about their differences..
About the society..about his family
Bcoz he didn't knew if his family will accept her or not..as he is a family man...
Shrugging their thought both slept together..and here kashmera was fuming in anger ..she thought that sana will sleep with baaz but she slept with sidharth only...
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Bye
Take care❤️

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