— ( 🥃 )✦₊˚。
❝ i felt defenseless under his gaze, and i knew, that was just what he wanted ❞
" the things he loves about me are the things i hate. "
— Desmond Hawksley
" i love you like i love my brother's, i don't wanna see you hurt like this. "
— Princess
Desmond was everything a man wasn't. He was small, he was emotionally, he was feminine, and he barely grew hair on his body. He was everything Nate Jacobs wanted in a woman, yet something he hated so much.
And sure, at first it was fun. Desmond and Nate would sneak around, going out of town just to get time together. And at first Desmond was hopelessly in love. But then he started to notice, how Nate never wanted to be seen with him in public, didn't want to meet his parents, or just go on dates that didn't revolve around sex.
Nate hated how Desmond started to notice small things, how Desmond argued with him, how Desmond started ignoring his texts and calls. So he did what he knew best, he hit, he choked, he yelled, he threatened. And Desmond felt helpless and alone. Weak compared to Nate.
Just how Nate wanted him to be.
WARNING .
if you are triggered
by violence , toxic
relationships , minor
alcohol use & drug use ,
LGBT relationships , sexual
scenes between two minors
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defenseless - Euphoria
Fanfiction- ', ( 🕊 )◞ DEFENSELESS ꒱ ↷ ❝ don't you have a girlfriend, Nate. ❞ WARNING . if you are triggered by violence , toxic relationships , minor alcohol use & drug use , LGBT relationships , hints at self-harm DO NOT READ