dreamt thoughts

best friend

When I'm around happy people,
Happy best friends
Happy couples,
I become sad
Because I know
my best friend isn't here with me
At the very moment.
but when she's with me,
i'm elated
content
beaming
joyous
euphoric
all the words in the english dictionary to describe happy.
but when she leaves
i go into a spiral
a
deep
deep
deep
deep
spiral,
that seems like it takes ages to get out of