dreamt thoughts

You

you're like a knife that cuts straight into my soul
you are burning into my skin
you're the forbidden fruit that i dare to taste, because you have a death grip on my soul.
i tell myself i don't care but i do.
you're all i think about
on my mind 24/7
and you don't notice.
cant you see i'm silently begging for you to stay.
my eyes are pleading and you don't notice.
i'm screaming at you to love me but it's like i'm shouting at a wall.
but it's the sweetest pain, burning red hot through my veins.
love is torture.
the divine torture.
the torture i crave like air.
torture i crave like a heart pumping blood through my veins.
keeping me alive.
You keep me alive.