Dear Oppa

chapter 14

A/n note

I don't know why I am not getting many views plz plz help me to reach out to more people, more armies... I want the army to read my ff....plz if anyone knows how to reach out to more people then plz comment...

Back to the story and end of flashback

It's been 3days since taehyung was in my house taking care of me and I have been on leave since that day because I am broken... His words...broke me.... But isn't this what I wanted all this while? I always wanted him to hate me so that I can just forget about me then why did his words break me so hard.... I am sad, broke, hurt and everything beyond measurable that's why I didn't want to go to the office, I knew if I will see him, I will just hug him then and there which will be the end of everything so I did the best thing I could do.... I ignore! Everyone.... I know I will be ok in 3,4 days.... I just have to clear my mind... So I am cleaning my house, I was done with the fresh one of heartbreak which is crying, now I am in the fresh 2, which is self mechanism.... Cleaning my already cleaned house is my self mechanism... I may sound out of the world but this is who I am. However, I was cleaning my kitchen when I heard a shout from my door which is coming towards my kitchen and I am well aware of what the sound is.... Or who the sound is

Person - where the fuck have you been bitch?

I look at the person in disbelief...

Me - ooo! Calm down, woman! Why are you shouting?

Person - just ans me....where have you been? I have been trying to contact you for the past 3days.... Do you even know what am I going through r8 now? I was so so scared.... I was constantly scolding myself for leaving you here and going to that stupid conference....

Me - mi-sho! Calm down.... Why are you so tense? I am ok.... I was not well so I took a leave.....

Mi-sho - really? After 5yrs of friendship, you want me to believe this bullshit reason? And don't forget my boyfriend is from your office too....

Me - yaaaa! How could I forget that? I am telling you babe just leave that idiot Nil, he is being a real jerk for telling confidential things to other people....

( mi-sho and nil have been dating for a yr now... I don't know what mi-sho saw in him but she seems so happy with him.... However, I will kill Nil if he ever breaks my SO! )

Mi-sho - ok ok stop this boss attitude... You will scold him your own.... Now tell me...

Me - what?

Mi-sho - what happened?

Me - nothing.... You know I thought I will handle it but I guess I am too weak...

She came towards me and make me face her

Mi-sho - you really think you can lie to me.... I know for a fact that only seeing him will not affect you this much.... So tell me what happens? Did he come here?

Me - hmmm!

Mi-sho - oooo God! I swear to God, I will kill that bastard boss of yours.... Who told him to be the PR partner with them only... I mean there are so many other KPOP groups...why BTS?

I look at her like a sad puppy...

Mi- sho - I mean I know they are The BTS...but why?

( mi-sho is the only person in my life who knows about everything because I can't just hide anything from her, but I trust her enough to know my secrets are safe with her and she trusts me with her secrets as well...in this foreign country she is the only one who I can call mine.... She is the bestest of friends anyone could have... She understands me so well.... She is my safe place... I just hugged her there and again cry and cry... I know she will not judge me for crying nor she will stop me from crying )