Dear Oppa

Chapter 89

Anki's pov

"so let's break up"  his words directly hit my soul and broke it into thousand pieces... No...no...noo...no no no... He .... He can't say that..... "Taehyung! C...can you calm down and listen to me once"  I said still trying my best to not fall down on the floor ... "Listen to you?? I have tried it 1000 of times Ankita, don't act like I am the villain over here... I tried to listen to you every fucking time but guess what?? You did not respond to me about it... You just avoided this topic all the time so now it's my turn, ok" how the heck am I gonna calm him down, he seems .... "Tae...I know I made a terrible mistake and I am not justifying my actions at all...punish me all you want but this.... This will....breaking up will solve nothing .... Please ...i ...am...I don't want to cry in front of you please ... Please don't act childish" how will he ever gonna survive without me... Well...i should have thought about that back then...but I ... I did a terrible thing to him.... "childish?? Oooo...so when I do it it's childish but when you do it, it's forgivable, why is that so?" I can't believe we are standing in the parking lot of hybe and discussing this..... "I ...i am sorry ....i know what I did is not forgivable?? So please punish me....why are you punishing yourself?? ...i know it will break you ... You can't leave without me...and you know that" .... And again with that creepy smile.... "Yeah! Exactly....i can't live without you.... You knew this that time too...but you still left me..... So now I am leaving you... and that's the best punishment for both of us because baby, how can I only punish you?? We both have to suffer....and that's our fate" and then he left....he left me there to cry and I can't even stop him... What have I done??? How did I let this happen??? Its all my fault.... He....he....he is broken because of me.....he will not gonna believe in me anymore.... The trust which was between its broken....how am I suppose to live in this guilt??? How will he survive without me? He will be miserable.... I can't let that happen.... WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO????

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"SHE IS HERE" the flashlights of the camera will make me blind within a second ...who the fuck these people are??? Oh my... Of course .... You idiot.... It's media.....  I am now Kim taehyung's public Girlfriend, well he broke up with me privately, how ironic that can be??? .... "Mam! How long have you and V is been dating??" ... "Are the photographs real?"... "Is it true that you guys are already engaged?" ... "You look a bit pale, Are you perhaps pregnant?" the fuck is wrong with these people .... Oh god ....someone please help me out, I am gonna faint by all the groping..... "Ouchh" ... "ouch" "please ...please don't pull me. .. ouch....oh...shit...ouch...." why these people are pulling me??? Oh god...i am gonna fall ....no ...no ...no...please don't fall ... "Are you guys stupid??" I heard a familiar voice but not my favourite one .... It's his security guard.... They finally untangled me from these people... Oh god...my entire hand is scratched.... What the fuck???? ... "let's go ma'm!" the lady guard told me before escorting me towards his car.... Oh no... They obviously don't know that their boss just broke up with me.... "hmmm excuse me!  Thank you for helping me... I will book a cab from here" ... Obviously I can't tell them but obviously I can't sit in his car without his permission .... "We are sorry ma'am! But Sir has clearly instructed us to drop you at your home" mmmm what?? ... Either they are laying or their sir has lost his mind.... "When did he order you that??" stupid question but whatever .... "Just now 5 minutes before" oh ....oh.... That means..... There is still hope! .... He is just angry .... And rightfully so .... Or maybe he is just being a gentleman, he knows what his confession means to the world....

"Hello" I called papa after reaching home, obviously today I am in the mood of getting more and more earful .... "Are you out of your mind, tiku? Or do you think you are so mature now that you don't need your parents' advice??" the two male whom I love to death are literally scolding me today is something I don't wish to happen however.... "Papa.... Sorry....I know! I should have informed you before coming here but here the situation was out of control and I needed to come here" he didn't said anything for 2mintues but again shouted.... "So, you could have waited for taehyung then both of you could have traveled together but no ... You have to act like a grown-up every time but in reality, you are far from being mature...  I am really disappointed in you" oh father! Have mercy now .... "Papa... Please ...i am so sorry please forgive me!" I can't deal with 2 angry people at the same time ... This is tried some .... "I am not that angry, I am just worried about you...where are you now?" he asked to which I told him, me being at home.... "The matter is solved now or not?" this time mom asked ...oh...thry are on speaker .... "yeah! The photos have been removed from the sights and yeah!" I don't know exactly whether they know about Taehyung's live confession or not so it's better to not mention that.... "Why aren't you with taehyung? He told us, that after going back to Korea, you both will live together ...  Which is good, by the way... " ..... ...... ...... What..... ..... ... What about being typical Indian Parents??..   "What did he told you guys?" of course he must have told them something .... "He said that he will public the relationship and he asked for our permission, so we gave him the permission," papa said nonchalantly ...... "Oh.... No we haven't talked about staying together....so I guess we need to talk ..." however, I was cut in the middle ... "Oh tiku! Wait...we will call you later ....Taehyung is calling..."....... TAEHYUNG IS CALLING???  My parents??? Hmmm???? Why??????