Drowning: my definition:
Drown out the noise
Being drowned by the noise
Drown in my pain
Being thrown in my pain and drowning in in
It's not just water you drown in
It's the pain the suffering the tears that you drown in
The lies and the hatred I drown in
The ass-holes that push you so far in the hole
that you suffocate on the air while the debris of fallen towers and broken hearts
shattered like glass fly into your eyes
Drowning letting the friends (the real and the fake) take
over your mind while they stab you
and I just sit there and drown in my own
blood.
Seeing the satisfaction on their faces that the stuff
Inside of my mother is on the outside of me
Which makes me smile and laugh
While they question what's so funny about this or death
I reply with
"Because I know this makes you happy and thats all I want.
See you in hell"
And after the black out they start to cry question
What they did
Question
What I said
Drowning the endless agonizing hell where you feel like
your heads about to
explode
And before you open your mouth to suffer your fate you wish you woulda
Let someone in, and then you
Close your eyes
And open your mouth,
Blackout
and someone dives down at the last second and saves you
and even tho your blacked out
You can feel the warmth of their hand
and the love in their smile.
Maybe their were multiple people I can't remember.
All I know is they saved me before it was to late that they actually
cared if
I was
Alive
Or
not
If I
Drowned
Or
didn't
But all I know is they helped me
Not
Drown.
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Hopefully you have a person even if you don't know who they are I promise they will help you not drown.
Peace Homies
YOU ARE READING
Venting
PoetryThese vent's are to help you find closure. To know your not alone. To know your worth more than what other people tell you. To know that someone out there will love you for you. Hope I can help you.
