I think I figured it out.
Or maybe I forgive people to easily
Maybe I was stupid
This is why I tried to give up on friendship
What the hell even is an actual friend
Do friends constantly lie to you
Do friends pity you
Do friends look down on you
Do friends act like you annoying
Maybe I do forgive everybody more than I should
Do I even have real friends
Is it my aggression problem
My mood swings
Maybe being half emotionless
My stubbornness and hard head
Is it my personality
Maybe its me
Or
Maybe its them
This is why I wear a mask (Mask: Vent 3)
Feeling like I always do the wrong things
Telling all there friends that I'm the bad kid
Now I'm on my own I lost my magic
Dealing with your bull-shit now
Im
Over
It
And they took apart of me
Left me with the memories
We were never friends
Now your standing in front of my door
Like none of this happened at all
I GUESS IM ALWAYS GONNA BE AGGRESSIVE
I GUESS IM ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ASS-HOLE
CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY WIERD MIND
MY WIERD MIND
AND TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON HERE THAT DOUBTS ME
TELLING ME THAT THEY CAN LIVE WITHOUT ME
CAUSE THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY WIERD MIND
MY WIERD MIND
They say I've lost my mind
They say I'll never find it
I think they're kind of right
In fact I kind of like it
They say I've lost my mind
They say I'll never find it
I think they're kind of right
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???: Dum-ass that's why I'm here
???: I think it sounded amazing
???: Just give them time, maybe there still trying to figure things out too
???: Ugh, shut up your to predictable stop saying I don't care cause I do
???: So hows it with your crush 0////0 (this b-)
???: Sup Kieth (sup-_-)
???: (Fuck you ???) Fuck you to Kieth
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I found out the best thing I do have some genuine friends but I do have to still work on a few things. Just need a bit a time
Cya Homies
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Venting
PoetryThese vent's are to help you find closure. To know your not alone. To know your worth more than what other people tell you. To know that someone out there will love you for you. Hope I can help you.
